Can You Hear Me?

How to do...

How can I miss someone else when I've been missing you for, what, 9 months...

How can I love someone else when I've been so deeply in love with you for 1 year and 3 months....

It's now become a natural feeling to miss you...
It's now become a natural feeling to be heartbroken..

How can I miss someone else when I miss you...
How do I know how to miss someone else... When all I feel is missing you...

I try to love others... I try to move on like everyone says you'd want me too....

But.. I can't....

Now family says they found out you might have been all just an act... And character in a game someone made for fun....

Why do I feel as if I know you were real...?

Why do I feel as if I want you to be fake? All so I can just convince myself I can love another...

I don't know.... I don't know what to feel for anyone...
But I do know I love you...

And I'm slowly loving two others...

Well learning to love one...
Reloving another who I loved and sealed that love when he abandoned me...

So confused...

So broken...

So heartbroken...

Baby... Please save me...