You speak of missing me
You speak of pain
You say you never wanted me to leave..
Haha lies.
You lie through your teeth
You don't miss me,
If you did you'd try to have me back
Your not trying,
And I'm learning to be numb
I'm learning to live without you
You.
You don't know how much it hurt
How much pain I felt when you said those words
"Your an asshole and it makes me sad"
I'd been trying so dam hard to keep you happy
I changed myself for you
I changed everything for you
"I honestly felt better about myself when we didn't talk"
So I make you feel bad about yourself..
Great!
Cuz I spent forever trying to help you be happy
Help you love yourself
Help you with your issues
Stayed quiet about mine
So YOU could be happy
I sacrificed so much for YOU!
Didn't want me to leave??
Bull crap!
You didn't try to make me stay,
You didn't try to show you wanted me there for that past month
You didn't want me here
You said it yourself I make you sad and make you feel bad about yourself
So don't say you miss me and you didn't want this
Cuz this is exactly what you wanted
You just see now that regret making that choice.
So if you want me back your gonna have to prove it
Cuz sweetheart I'm not making it easy.
You cut in deep with that knife of yours,
And I'm stitching myself up with glue
Cuz I'm numb and done.
Goodbye
YOU ARE READING
Can You Hear Me?
PoetryJust some writings/poems about how i feel. I hope you all enjoy and might relate These are all original, please do not steal without permission from me and if so give me credit.