Sappy, Sappy.

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You don't know how much I was just hurt by somebody else being hurt

He was just, sitting in the tub. Sobbing. That's not even the sad part, the sad part is I had to sit there and watch him cry until he ran out of tears and he was just silently hiccuping. He wouldn't let me talk to him, all he did was sit in my lap and cry. Now he's forcing himself to be happy, when really he just needs to let it out. It breaks my heart to see him so depressed, but something was different this time. It might've been the fact that he couldn't look down at his own body without bursting into tears yet again. Maybe it was the fact that he was telling me that it was never going to get better. He said that if he didn't have some of his closest friends, he'd kill himself. He'd literally have nothing to hope for. All he wants is a male body, not the artificial surgery. So he really feels like there's nothing that he can do and it's just

It makes me sad

I'm crying

He's sad, so I'm sad

So don't be sad Jesse

I love you❤️