Missing You

Chapter 4

Tomorrow is the first show. I'm so excited. We flew to Japan a few days ago and have been sorting out setlist and times for the shows. Today was our last day to kinda relax a little bit, we still had a few meetings today but not as many as we have been having.
I haven't spoke to Luke that much, I've spoke to the rest of the boys. I used to be quite close with Calum, he was like my brother. To be honest I don't think Luke really wants to fix everything, I think that if he did want to, he would have done it already. I can't say I aren't bothered, because I am. I miss Luke so much.

Me and Lana was watching a movie in our room as our meetings wasn't till 5pm. Michael walked in with Calum and sat on the edge of my bed.
"Olivia, get changed and come out with me please," Michael smiled.
"Why do I need to get changed?" I laughed. "I put these clothes on this morning."
"Just get ready and come with me," he laughed and walked back out.

After I was ready I walked out to the reception area where Michael was waiting for me. Lana decided to stay with Ashton, Luke and Calum.
"Why are we going out?" I asked and turned to Michael.
"Because I have some stuff to tell you, and we used to be best friends so why not?" He smiled slightly.
I smiled and just followed him downstairs and into the lobby.
"So..?" I looked at him.
"So..you know Luke?" He said and I nodded. "He does want to fix things, it doesn't seem like he does..but trust me. He does. All he does it talk about you. He doesn't think you want to fix everything, but I know that you miss Luke. Maybe try making the first move?" He smiled slightly.
I sighed and nodded, "I guess you're right. I'll talk to him when we go back upstairs." I smiled.
"Okay good" Michael smiled. "Let's get a drink and go back upstairs?"
"Okay let's go" I said and stood up, we went to Starbucks and got a drink then went back upstairs.

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"Luke can I talk to you?"
"Yeah sure what's up?" He replied.
"In private? Let's go to my room" I told him.
I walked into my room and Luke followed close behind and sat on my bed.
"I'm just going to get this over with now. I miss you Luke, I really do. I miss how we used to be, I miss how close we was, I miss how we used to do everything together and now we don't even talk. I miss our talks at 2 in the morning, I miss our trips to our special place early in the morning, I miss everything about us. I really want us to be how we used to be, but I feel like you don't want that." I wiped my tears, I didn't even realise I was crying. I missed him so much and it really got to me. Luke walked over to me, and hugged me. He wrapped his arms around me and squeezed me so hard. I missed these hugs.
"I miss you to Olivia, I miss you so fucking much"
I hugged him back tighter and we just stood there like that for what seemed like forever.
I really hope we can get back to how we used to be.

I know this is a shitty chapter but I haven't updated in like a month or something but I've been so busy with school and everything. I'm staring to write a new chapter tonight and it'll be up tomorrow :))