Rebel Grier

Two Years

Okay guys so it's been 2 years since April 17, 2014. The day Magcon ended. And I'm sorry but I just feel like I need to rant.

It makes me so sad looking back on it on how much all the boys have changed. And I'm not talking about Jacob Sartorious or however you spell it (not trying to be rude or hate I actually don't know how to spell it and I don't think of him as Magcon) I'm talking about Cameron Dallas, Nash Grier, Shawn Mendes, Matthew Espinosa, Carter Reynolds, Taylor Caniff, Jack Johnson, Jack Gilinsky, Aaron Carpenter and Mahogany LOX. They were the original Magcon and they will always be my Magcon.

Those people who fangirled so hard (like me) know so much about them. All the little things that we will probably never forget. All the phrases they would say. That accidentally slipped into our vocabulary without us even noticing.

Because of them our 'what' turned into 'whet'
Because of them our 'damn' turned into 'zayumm'
Because of them our 'babe' turned into 'bae'
Because of them our 'yes' turned into 'yas'
Because of them our 'no' turned into 'nah'
Because of them our 'nasty' turned into 'nashty'
Because of them our '9 boys and a DJ' turned into 'our everything'

I just miss how it used to be.

Them going on tour
seeing eachother all the time
all the vines
funny videos
Matt Espinosuares
Mrs. steal yo girl Nash
Immature Taylor
Sexual Carter
Daily mashup Jacks
Talking to strangers Cam
Canadian that could sing Shawn
Relatable Matt
Young 'hipster' Aaron
The Cameron Dallas song
The dance battles
Them just being together
Cash (I shipped them so fucking hard and still do. they were legit friendship goals af)

But overall I miss how close they were. They said they would always be a family but now they almost never hang out together and rarely talk. Nash never makes vines anymore. Shawn and the Jacks are on tour. Cameron, Taylor, and Aaron are a part of the off-brand Magcon. Cash is gone. Taylor rarely wears bandanas. Everything has fallen apart. But I still love them. And I won't ever stop.

They separated and went to do their own things but you should never forget about family. They act like it all means nothing to them but how could you not miss something like that.

On this day two years ago Nash tweeted "MAGCON is just a name we'll continue together and we will always be a family. We will be traveling and meeting you all soon, you have my word" but guess what that never happened.

I don't know about you guys but I don't like the new Nash. I miss all of them tweeting each other and watching their videos of them in the hotels. I miss them all messing around and having fun together.

I just miss Magcon but from the looks of it we won't ever get it back and I'm crying right now writing this and I will probably do this ever April 17 until the day I die.

There will never be another Magcon in my heart. Only the original 9 boys and a DJ. Thats the only thing no one can ever change.

I will never forget.

(Yes Hayes and Jacob were a part of it but I just kind of think of them as guests. I'm sorry if you don't agree)

~I love you all and I'm sorry if you think differently about this but I needed to rant because I'm really sad since its the two year anniversary. I'm honestly crying right now and I need to sleep because it's 5am and I haven't slept yet. Goodnight happy munchkin lumps~

Bye luvs👻 (and no I did not make all of that up. But it's how I feel so I used it)