how was I supposed to know

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"Stick and stones
may break my bones
but nothing hurts like
the sound of her name
on your lips."

All their eyes were on me. I stood there wide eyed unaware of what I did. All I did was not cheer what's up with that. Soon the bell rang for the end of the assembly.

I was stopped by him in the hallway during passing time, and was asked "Why'd you look so sad earlier?" "I can't believe you noticed me through the huge crowd.", was all I could manage to say. "Well you are my best friend, I have to look out for you.", he smiled. God that smile it already kills me she gets to see that everyday.

"Hello earth to Teagan? Hey did you just die?"
"What? Shit sorry I spaced out for a bit." "Spaced out huh? Okay then." The bell rang for last lessons and we departed ways. But before leaving he kissed my cheek saying "take care kiddo."

Well I'm screwed.

Last lessons were boring due to Ms. P leaving last week. Nothing to do but stare at my phone. I then get a text

Retard: watcha doin kiddo
Teagan: first, of all I'm not a kid
Teagan: second, I'm not doing anything cause the sub isn't really good at making class "fun"
Retard: saaddd
Teagan: asshat

I then went to look for my headphones and put on Spotify. But guess what song pops up "XO - John Mayer" Fuck I can't wait till I get home.

Getting on the bus I ignore everyone till someone taps my shoulder. It's Kyle and Harley. "Hey can we sit here there aren't any seats left" Kyle says. "Oh go ahead" I put my headphones back in but while the saddest part of the song plays I look to my left to see them giggling and making out.

My eyes start to water as I watch them. As they fall my fists clench. The bus then stops and she kisses him goodbye while she gets off at her stop. He then screams out, "I LOVE YOU BABE" It's our stop next and all I want to do is go home and cry. Thank god my brother bought me ice cream.

Kyle gets up and puts his bag on while we get up from our seats. He moves back and motions for me to go first. As we get off I go straight home while I blast my music.

Kyle screams out my name but I drown out his voice. He then suddenly grabs my shoulder making me fall on my bum and him following. I ask him what's his problem with tears still in my eyes and he just looks at me with a sad look.

"Whats wrong Teagan? You've been really sad this whole day. Please tell me what's wrong . I miss my little teacup and her smile." I smile at his pet name he gave me in middle school. "There's that smile." We hug for a while and walk home together.

As I walk in I am greeted by my mum holding a box of pizza smiling wildly. "My motherly senses were telling me you've had a bad day" "Well you're motherly senses were right." I thank her for the pizza and take a few slices and make a cup of tea.

While the kettle boils I go upstairs and drop my things to the floor putting the pizza on my desk. While the kettle screams, I get a text from Kyle

Retard: Ask mum if you can bring yourself and that pizza with you to my house lol we need to talk.

Knowing my mum would say yes due to her knowing Kyle since he was a baby I take the pizza down after getting my things. As I walk out I yell out "Mum I'm going to Kyle's!" And she replies with "Go ahead!"

Taking out the spare key Kyle gave me I unlock the door and go straight upstairs to his room and see him playing guitar. I lay the pizza on his bed opening it and handing him a slice. "Would you like some tea, teacup?" "Yes please" I look at the notebook next to him as he gets the tea and read what he's been writing on.

I try making out the scribbled writing and it says "Heartaches a Bitch" I giggle as I read its contents. He walks in on me reading and immediately sets the hot tea down before grabbing the book from my hands and clutching it to his chest. "You seem uncomfortable you need some sweats?" I look down at my attire of skinny jeans and shirt, nodding yes in agreement.

Kyle rummages through his drawers looking for my pair previously his in the drawer and he walks out after handing it to me so I can change. I open the door and he walks in sitting on the bed.

"What I called you hear for is to ask you...

Authors Note
Well that was a long chapter shieee. I might be updating everyday depending on school and if I'm not asleep ^.^ Hope it was okay. Xx