How To Break A Heart

Nervosa

My body and heart, oh what a story to tell,

They don't get a long anymore,

There fight is caused by my brain, know it all brain.

Getting pulled in every direction over human things,

Oh, how I wish they would shut up,

Wish the voices would fade away when my eyes close.

I wish the true enemy didn't stare at me on my plate,

Why can't everyone look away, pretend it isn't happening,

Oh the shame I feel with every bite.

I always know who will win,

Yet I still fight the battle for my body against my mind,

Smashing the mirrors with my head in hopes both will end,

I'm wrong though, always wrong.

The war between my body and mind will end in the case of my demise,

Death will free me from such devil creations,

Such a story with the ending we all saw coming,

Recovery or demise?

I wish I knew but it's my war story to write.