Mental

Chapter 6

I stayed up for a long time after we had finished. I was still in the house, in bed cuddled up with dude I just fucked. I would've left, but to be honest I couldn't even feel my legs to move, and the nigga had pulled me close to him and feel straight to sleep after he got his nut. My back was pressed tight against is chest.

The party had ended a while ago. It's dark out still. I'm sure that it's around 3 in the morning right now. I just couldn't sleep.

Not only had I fucked a nigga on my own, without any push from Aiyanna, but I had also fucked him RAW. He nutted in my ass!

It's even more fucked up that I loved the feeling of him cumming inside of me. It made me feel... Complete in a way. I want him to do it again, but I know that I can't. I would be even more stupid to continue to fuck raw. I don't even know this niggas first name! He could have anything and I just got it from being careless.

'I need to leave.' The thought suddenly popped into my head. That was all that was on my mind now. I just needed to leave and sort all this out in the morning.

That was easier said than done though. I couldn't feel my legs at all! Every time I moved I felt a sharp pain in my lower back that made me want to throw up. Not to mention the tight hold the dude had around my waist. I still tried to move, though. I had to go.

All my moving must have woken the nigga up because his arms tightened around me even more and pulled me closer to his body.

"Come on, man. It's too early for you to be doing all this damn moving." His deep voice filled my ear causing my body to shiver. I bit my lip to keep from moaning and continued to try and get out of his grip.

"I need to go," I told him. "I can't stay here! I need to fucking go!" My voice was raising to the point where I was almost yelling. I felt desperate and panicked.

"Aye! Aye, lil nigga! Calm the fuck down," he said forcefully and shook me by my shoulders. I stopped moving and just looked at him. He turned me on a little bit.

'Stop Kai,' I thought to myself. 'That's what got you in this shit in the first place.'

"I need to go," I told him more calmly now.

"Why? I aint rushing you out or no shit like that? What's your rush?" His tone and face held confusion.

"I need to go because you nutted in me! I don't know you or what you got! I need to go make sure I'm not about to die!"

It seemed like I got through to him because his face got a glimmer of understanding. He aighed deep and rubbed his hand down his face before replying.

"Damn... Look. We both in the same boat right now. Neither one of us was careful and you right. We need to be checked out. But what clinic is gon be open at damn near 3 in the morning?" he said. He had a point, even though I didn't want to admit it.

"So what do you suggest we do?" I asked lowly with my head down. I felt ashamed of myself to even be having this conversation.

"Nothing for right bow. It's Saturday, I doubt that either one of us have classes today. We can rest now. Sleep for a good few hours and go get checked later on in the day. It aint no point worrying about it right now when we can't do nothing about it." He looked at me with his eyebrows raised for confirmation. I didn't have any other ideas so I just nodded my head.

"Good," he said. "Now lay back down. I was in the middle of a good ass dream." He opened his arms for me to get hugged up to him. I layed back down with my head on his chest and relaxed in his arms. I wouldn't say this out loud, but it felt nice. Like I belonged there or something.