I WILL protect you...

what just happened?

*BEEP! BEEP!*         
 
That’s it I taught finally I was going to die. But before the car could hit me I got yanked by my arm and whirled around and smashed into someone’s body. It felt like I just fell on a rock and hit my face. I look up to see the one and only Jason...
“ARE YOU MAD?! ARE YOU TRYING TO GET YURSELF KILLED?!”
Wow loud much. Obviously I couldn’t tell him what I was trying to do. But no wait a minute I wasn’t really going to kill myself I taught the light went red so yeah.
“Well it wasn’t really my fault I taught the light went red and still if it gives you so much trouble why did you even pull me back!!”
At this point i was beyond annoyed.
“well maybe if a bitch like you could see and hear people then you wouldn’t be that fucking stupid!” he spat at me
Wow that actually hurt. I could tell that tears were threatening to spill out but I tried my best not to let them. We both stood there saying nothing while people passed by but we took hardly any notice of them. My eyes were getting blurry and I knew if I stood here any longer I would end up crying so I did the only thing possible at this moment.
I ran all the way home...
When I got home I ran to my room and locked it. I slid down the door and just cried. On my first day something bad has already happened. I didn’t want this school to be like my old school where everyone’s hates me and bullies me but I had a feeling it would.
I stood up still letting my tears fall down my face freely and walked to the bathroom. I opened the cupboard and took out my razor. I sat down on the floor still tears falling down and started to slide the razor across my skin. It stung abit when I did it deep but I was used to it so it didn’t really matter. My arm was filled with scars and part of me felt amazing for doing this but somewhere inside me I knew there was a part of me that didn’t but as always I listen to the monster.
 
(20 minutes later)
 Slowly I got up and cleaned my arm and went back to my room. I laid there just looking at the ceiling thinking about how my life will be in the future... that’s only if I have a future...
But one thing I couldn’t get off my mind was how I felt something when Jason pulled me. I don’t know what it exactly was but all I know was that it felt good.
 
*next morning*
                                                                                                                                                                              
I woke up looking down at myself. I was still in my clothes from last night. I sat up and looked at the time. 6:20 Am. Well I’m happy I got time to get ready today.
I got up and walked to the bathroom and did my usual routine.
I then put on this and quickly dried my hair.
I was ready in about an hour and I still had time to kill so I grabbed my bag and taught id head to starbucks. Luckily there is one starbucks which I know where it is because I passed it by when I was walking home.
“Hey honey do you need me to drive you to school today?” says my mum
“Umm no thanks mum I’ll be ok”
“Ok bye love you”
“Love you too mum”
And with that I was out the door. I put my earphones in and headed to starbucks.
Soon when I arrived I opened the doors and could instantly smell the smell of coffee. It was just amazing. I love the smell of coffee and coffee itself.
“Can I get a small coffee and a chocolate muffin please” I say to the man behind the desk
After he handed me my things I paid him and went and sat by one of the windows and just sat there listening to my music and eating my muffin.
After I finished eating my muffin I felt like someone keep looking at me. I turned around and did a quick look around the room but no one was. But I did spot Jason sitting a couple of tables away from me. He was texting as usual. He looked up and saw me looking at him, I quickly turned around and pretended like I was doing something on my phone. I looked one more time at his direction and saw he was coming my way.
Shit!
I taught to myself. I quickly grabbed my bag and my coffee and walked out. I really didn’t want to talk to him because of what he said yesterday. Yeah I know what he said wasn’t a really big deal. Well that’s what some people would say but to me it was something because I take most things people say to me to heart. Can you blame me though? I turned around just to see if he was following me and he was. I carried on walking but picked up my pace. Something kept telling me to slow down but I didn’t I kept walking fast. Once I got to the school doors I quickly ran over to Hannah.
“Hey girl you ok? Looks like you’ve seen a ghost” says Hannah
“Oh urm yeah I’m fine”
“You sure?”
“Mhm positive”
The bell soon rings and we all go to our homerooms. Turns out Jason is in there as well. I hate that he’s in most of my classes. Hannah grabbed me by my arm and dragged me to homeroom. I winced abit because of how hard she was holing me and hurting my cuts on my arm. She didn’t know about them and there’s no way I’m telling her just yet. I don’t think I ever will. Like come on I’ve only known her for a day or so...
*skip school*
 
 
School was the same old boring but throughout the whole day I felt as if I had someone’s eye on me. I don’t know who but it felt like someone has been watching me all day and it’s just plain creepy...
 
Jason’s pov:
When I saw Kat at starbucks I couldn’t take my eyes off her. I don’t know why but I just couldn’t. I knew I should go and say sorry to her because of what happened yesterday because believe it or not I actually feel bad. And I never feel bad when I say something bad to someone. And I hardly say sorry to people so she should feel special I’m going to say it. I got out my chair and started to walk up to her. She looked at me quite surprised and then quickly grabbed her stuff and walked out.
What the fuck!
I try apologising and she runs away. I go after her to say sorry but when she looks back and sees me she starts to speed walk.
Fine if that bitch wants to be like that then I’m fine with it!
Throughout school I couldn’t stop myself looking at her. She had something other girls didn’t have. I couldn’t put my finger on what it was but I know it was something. Pftt look at me drooling over a girl I don’t even know.
It was lunch now and we were all sitting in the cafeteria where we normally do. We were all having our own little talks when I saw her sit on a table abit far from us. I couldn’t stop looking at her. The way she smiles and laughs.
Woahh wait do I like this girl?
No I can’t. I don’t even know her.
“Dude why do you keep staring at that girl over there. Man you’ve been looking at her all day?” whispered Shane.
Shane was my best friend. I could tell him anything and he would do the same. We both had bromance which is weird but it was true.
“I don’t know man. I don’t know what’s gotten into me lately” I say
He looks at me confused and i just shrug at him. I really need to keep myself together. This girl looks dangerous.