Shock was the first thing that coursed through Youngjae's body.
Hundreds of different thoughts ran through his head, many of them were debating on whether he should pull away or not.
It's not that he didn't like the feeling, heck it was the complete opposite, but Youngjae usually becomes too embarrassed and awkward too fast. He didn't want to make a fool out of himself, especially in front of Jaebum.
But even after all those wavering thoughts in his mind, Youngjae kissed him back.
Now it was Jaebum's turn to be surprised. He didn't exactly expect the younger to do anything, in fact he was going to pull away and apologise himself for initiating it in the first place.
But here they were, sharing their first kiss under a night of a million stars.
Their lips moulded together perfectly, making Youngjae feel warm inside. It was shockingly pleasant, but he felt embarrassed that his kissing probably sucked or something.
He almost whined once he felt Jaebum pull back, the older staring right into Youngjae's eyes.
Jaebum was practically breathless, amazed by the amount of galaxies he could find in those beautiful eyes.
Jaebum himself often wondered why he couldn't find a single star in his own.
He noticed the slight look of anxiety and embarrassment upon the younger boy's face and was quick to place his hand against Youngjae's warm cheek.
"Hey.. Did really mean what you did?" Jaebum asked, his voice breathy and his words quieter that usual.
It was completely silent for a moment, making Jaebum confused, staring back up at Youngjae. The younger boy's face was a deep shade of red and his gaze was focused on the grass beneath him, his breathing seemingly heavy.
"Hey, Youngjae—"
Before Jaebum could fully register what was happening, he watched as Youngjae hastily picked up his bag and his book, and ran.
He literally ran.
Jaebum shot up immediately, completely focused on following after him, but at the last moment his mind began to fill with doubt.
Should I clear it up? What if he doesn't want to talk? Does he still like me or not? What did I do?
Jaebum bit his lip in frustration, he picked up his own things and suddenly noticed Youngjae's blanket still spread across the grass.
He sighed and picked it up, shaking his head slightly before running off in the same direction as Youngjae did.
Even if the younger didn't want to talk to him or something, Jaebum was still worried about his safety.
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Jaebum was literally worried sick. He shouldn't have paused before running after Youngjae, he should've just gone there and then.
He let out another deep sigh of frustration, deciding to run all the way to Youngjae's house to see if he went home.
Yes, Jaebum did know where Youngjae lived, the matter was discussed in a conversation through one of their older texting sessions. He smiled at the memory, and silently begged for Youngjae to be alright.
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Fanfictionchoi youngjae thought he knew all about the stars, until he met im jaebum. [completed / chaptered] ✦ no plagiarism © mangojae 2016 ✦