Depressive Life

My Death

When i die i hope the world cheers and claps just like they did every year at my birthday. Except this time ill be one being happy for myself.
When i die i dont want my parents to be there. Nor anyone that was so called family.
I only want they people buring me to be there. I dont want any friends of mine to be there. I dont want any neighboors or close people there. I want my death to be remebered as a happy ending and not as something everyone wants to cry about.
That day everyone does find out, i want them to burn all my pictures. All my baby pictures. All my liked photos. All of them. It doesn't matter what it was. I want them to be deleted and burned. I want no one to remember me. Just like no one did when i was still a living person.
I dont care if my mom gets disappointed with my choice. I knew she never loved me. I dont care if my dad wants to give me a lecture. He knew that id never be the perfect child he wanted.
So what if my friends cry together. They'll forget about me in less then a week.
Maybe if i just die everything will be better for me than for everyone else.