Depressive Life

Where Are You?

Im over here crying.
"I'll always be there."
No. Not always.
How come i can be hurting bad, but you dont seem to care!
I always made you happy.
I always helped cheer you up.
But where are you?
I need you at the most toughest times.
Where are you!?
Am i just to annoying for you?
Am i not perfect enough to be seen with you?
"I need you the most"
Yet you go off and do whatever you want, when im stuck in a dark place called my thoughts.