Race To Taylar

21. Our Big Secret

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***Taylar POV***

I was still pinned to the damn front door when he lifted my tank top and began massaging my breast. He broke our kiss and began kissing down my neck. It felt amazing. But this wasn't supposed to be happening. Not like this. Not with me still in a relationship with James.

"Carson," I breathed.

He pulled away and stared at me. The desire in his eyes made me even more horny. But suddenly, I pushed him away. I stood on shakey legs and walked into the living room. He followed and looked at me confused. I shook my head, trying to clear it as I tried to get back in my right mind.

"You have to go," I whispered.

But he heard me. It was obvious in the disappointment on his face. He turned to go and walked toward the door. I don't know what came over me but I went after him. I saw him open the door and I rushed to stop him. Why am I doing this? Hell, I didn't know. But I stood in front of him, blocking the open door. He looked down at me and I ran my hands around his neck, bringing him down to me as I rose on my toes to him.

Our lips met and I hopped up, wrapping my legs around his waist. He held me with one arm and shut then locked the door with his free hand. Afterwards, both hands found my ass and he carried me to my bedroom. He shut the door and pinned me to it.

Pulling away from me he said breathlessly, "I love you, Taylar."

Seriously, all thoughts of James went out the window. If you'd have said his name I'd have been like "James who". I crashed my lips onto his again as I unwrapped my legs from his waist. Still kissing him, I backed him up to the bed, pushing him onto it. I removed my shorts and already soaked panties, then climbed on top of him.

His hands slid over my thighs and ass repeatedly as I kissed him more aggressively. His touch was driving me insane. I suddenly got off of him and pushed his sweats and boxers down a bit. I was going to do something I had never done before.

I pulled his dick out, and good God was he huge! But still in my erotic state of mind, I took him into my mouth. He immediately groaned and I watched as his eyes rolled back before closing. It was hard to do at first because I was nervous. I didn't want to do anything wrong. But his moans reassured me and I was soon sucking him as if I was a pro.

After awhile I stopped and went to work removing his clothes. I then tossed my tank top to the floor with his things. I climbed back on top of him, but he wrapped his arm around me and turned over, so I was now underneath him. He kissed me briefly before positioning himself at my entrance. He eased into me a little and I was hit with a sharp pain.

I guess it showed on my face because he froze. Gosh, it had been so long since I had sex and he was the thickest and probably longest to ever be inside me. Regardless, after a moment pain turned to pleasure and I began to move my hips beneath him. He slowly eased into me more and began to rock in and out of me.

His slow movements became faster as I moaned, "Baby, that feels amazing."

He kissed me deeply, then pulled away and began pounding into me. He was up on his hands and drilling up into me as I hung on for dear life. I couldn't control the screams of ecstasy escaping my lips. And he wasn't letting up. I gripped onto his shoulders and for some reason tears began rolling down my cheeks.

"Carson, Baby I love you," I screamed as he pounded deeper into me than I'd ever felt anyone and my orgasm finally spiraled through me.

***Carson POV***

I was balls deep in Taylar and it was the greatest sensation of my life. But hearing her confess her love for me drove me over the edge and I bust immediately.

We lay together panting hard and she stroked my hair as I rested on her breasts. I could hear her heart beating quickly in her chest. I kissed her nipple and looked into her eyes.

"I won't tell," I whispered. "It'll be our sec-"

Before I could finish she kissed me again. My penis was instantly brick hard. I turned her over beneath me and entered her from behind. She whined my name as she gripped the covers in her fists. I lift her onto her knees and gripped her hips as I began to thrust into her hard. She cried out in ecstasy as her head fell forward and she arched her back, leaning her shoulders down into the sheets. She was throwing her ass back at me, which felt amazing by the way.

But I couldn't get past the fact that she said she loves me. I had to hear it again. I pulled her up against me by her hair and held her there as I pounded into her.

"Say it again," I growled as I reached around her with my free hand and massaged her clit as I continued pounding her from behind. She was shaking and panting.

"I love you, Carson," she screamed again.

Tears ran down her cheeks and I continued to plow into her. She felt like heaven. I can't believe all the times I'd performed oral sex on her I'd never actually gone to the next step. Damn, had I been missing out. But I probably would've beat James ass if he'd slept with her after me.

"Baby, I'ma come," she cried, causing me to snap out of my thoughts and release her back down onto all fours. I spread her ass cheeks, plowing deeper into her. She was gushing so much. But she was still so tight. I gripped her hips bringing her smashing against my pelvis.

And she instantly came. But I wasn't finished. I continued to smash up into her as my grunts mixed with her whines and moans. I couldn't stop myself as I pulled out of her and flipped her over again. Then I was instantly back into her and her legs secured around my back.

My fingers intertwined with hers next to her head as I slowed my pace, delivering slow, deep strokes to her. She pushed me back slightly causing me to look into her watery eyes. She looked so beautiful. She kissed me briefly then stared at me again. I wasn't moving. I was midway into her but she had me stuck in her eyes.

"Carson," she whispered. "I wanna have your baby."

I couldn't believe what I'd heard. I mean we were going at it raw right now. But there's plan B pills if she wanted them. But here she was saying the most beautiful words a man in love could hear from the woman he loved. I must have been quiet too long because she looked away from me.

"It's okay," she whispered. "I don't have to since it's not something you want."

Her voice cracked a bit. I turned her back to face me and kissed her slowly. Not a sexual kiss, although I was still inside her. It was an intimate and sensual kiss. I wanted her to feel my soul. A tear fell from my eye onto her cheek and I pulled back slightly, gazing into her eyes.

"I want you to have my baby," I finally spoke. "I want the woman I'm in love with to give me a child."

And with that we once again began making love. We had a baby to create. We had a love to reconnect. We had souls to rejoin. It was a passionate night. And afterwards, as I drifted to sleep with Taylar in my arms, I dreaded the events of tomorrow. Because deep down I knew we weren't just suddenly back together. I knew tomorrow she'd still be James woman. But I took solace in the fact that just for tonight she was mine. And no matter how good of a guy James was, she was still in love with me.

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