Stupid Mistakes

Annihilate

All hell was about to break loose. Carson stormed out of the room, nearly pulling the door off it's hinges. I saw one last glimpse of Mason before he darted out the front gate closely followed by Carson. What would he do when he caught up with Mason, yeah he was a creep but I didn't want him to be torn apart. I was starting to feel really guilty for ever mentioning Mason, because now he was going to get annihilated by Carson. Not that Mason was weak but he was more of a basketball player build, agile and lanky whilst Carson was built for American football, pure muscle.

A random outburst took over and I shot up onto my feet in hot pursuit after Carson and Mason, I wasn't about to let Carson get in trouble for pounding Mason, he wasn't worth it. I screamed after them, "Carson he's not worth it, leave him", but he carried on. He was taking the role of an over protective boyfriend, and although I was flattered by it I couldn't help feeling embarrassed and ashamed by him. Still chasing after them even though I would never catch them now, I could still see them however, and by the looks of it Mason was pulling away from Carson. At this I smiled to myself, maybe he would get away unharmed after all, I had forgotten how quick he was.

Mason was too far ahead now and Carson was gradually getting slower until eventually he stopped, I stopped at the same time realising how out of breath I was. He turned back and jogged towards me, when he got back to me I thumped him one and stomped off back to the house.

"Ow what was that for?" I kept silent. "You giving me the silent treatment?" Still silent. "OK that's fine, be immature, I was only trying to protect you."

Once I had got back inside I slammed the door behind before he had the chance to get in. "Hayli open up! Please?" I slumped up against the door listening to every word he said, but I wasn't ready to respond, I was still angry with him. "I'm sorry if I upset you..." he said pleading "it's just when I saw him staring in through the window I couldn't help it, I just lost it." He did have a point but I was one to hold my ground, I was extremely stubborn and although I liked him very much it still couldn't change my mind once it was made up. Anyway who did he think he was storming into my life just like that and then thinking he was my hero or something.

I waited and waited until I was sure that he was gone, it seemed like a life time until finally I heard the gate shut. Just to be sure I waited five minutes and then peeked outside opening the door slightly, he was no where to be seen. I was starting to feel that I was doomed, I had ruined my life forever in one day. I had a stalker and a guy who would now hate me, and I can't forget about my punch up with Natasha. I was sure, sure that I would be everyone's number one enemy, well other than for Mason, maybe if all else failed I would actually turn to him for support just to make me feel better. I can't believe that it even ran through my mind that I would ever have to do that, or that I ever could, he was a creep and if I had to I would be lonely, that was final. I was turning against myself now, not trusting me. My life had been turned upside down within a few days.

Left with my thoughts I kept replaying every little detail of today, lingering on the moment me and Carson embraced, reliving the moment until I started to sob softly. I shook myself out of my daydreams pulling myself back into reality, realising that it was probably too late, Carson was against me now and forever.

Night fell upon me, the trees outside became twisted hands trying to grab at me, every shadow became a spirit, under the moonlight everything felt less safe. I moved away from the window, drawing the curtains shut. The second they closed I felt much safer knowing that I was separated from the outside world.

I crawled into my bed and pulled the cover over my body. All alone my mind wandered to Carson, I had only just met him but I'd felt like I'd lost him forever, the thought of that brought tears to my eyes, they trickled down my face. I visciously tryed to wipe them away hoping that they would stop, but eventually I drifted off, tears still rolling down my cheeks.