I could see her smile but not the same. The dimples didn't show up anymore and the eyes weren't glittery. Her face use to be a lot colorful. It felt like the dementor kissed her. I wonder if you could see it too. How she stopped eating or how her eyes no longer shines with mischief. I wonder if you will ever learn to love her. I have known her for so long and I know every night as you sleep in peace she keeps counting the stars. Looking out for one that might make her wish come true.
Her elegance no longer awed the room because she has none left. She was a zombie trying to live a life out of force. Have you got nothing to love her for? Yes she can be out of line most of the time but everyone has flaws. Do you not? She had the power to forgive no matter what and so you took advantage of it. Barging into her life when ever you needed a little confidence and breaking her in the worst ways possible. Every time worse than the last. Her innocence makes her way special and makes up for every bit of flaw she has.
I wonder if anyone would love you like she does and she will for the rest of her life. You have taken a piece of her that none of us can fulfill.
I hope you are happy knowing that she is the only person that might even love you for the kind of jerk you are. Someday you would run back to her again and she might smile, of course she will. She waited so long. She would politely decline you because baby boy she will be strong and more beautiful in and out then ever before. She will see the truth. That day you will see what we see, people who love her.
