Yoandri's POV
"Mornin babe"I say to April.She wakes up and a smiles."Lets get breakfast!"she says"We go to Huddle House(the fuck IDFK).we order.The waitress is looking at me and flirting I ignore her flirting and order our meals."Bitch back off"April whispers to the waitress."Awwww mi bb estava celoca"I say."Shut the fuck up Yolandra"she says mad."Aww BBY u ok?"I ask her."I'm fucking fine.Can I not fucking eat like a fucking normal person now."she says mad."Babe are u on ur period?"I ask her."Oh so now I'm on my FUCKUNG period.okay then."she says mad.She gets up and walks out.i walk out as well."What the hell r u ok?"I ask her."Just leave me the fuck alone."she says."I want to help u babe what's going?"I ask her."NOTHINGS FUCKING WRG WITH ME OK UR FUCKING WRONG THIS RELATIONSHIP IS WRONG IT ISNT FUCKING WORKING!"she screams at me.I look at her."I'm sorry."she says she walks away.I let her.you idiot.dont let her fucking leave.the other part of my brain is saying let her leave she doesn't deserve u she's a bitch.I struggle on what to do.Before IK it she's gone.I get in my car and drive home.Shes not their.I start crying."u idiot u lost her forever."I whisper to myself.Istart crying."Y the fuck u idiot!"I yell at myself I get up and start throwing everything.Taking the anger out thats inside of me."I hate myself" I yell out.I go to the kitchen and look around.I see a knife.I grab it desperately.I get it and go back to my room."U deserve it she left u she doesn't love u she hates u."I whisper to myself.I slowly tear into my skin with the knife.It hurts so much.how does April handle it.I do it again and again.10 cuts.
