Maybe This Time

Chapter 4

Maybe This Time💜4⃣

Blaine made it to the empty boys bathroom, removes his shirt and looks in the mirror. He feels uglier and fatter that he ever has before, he can see each flab and hold the disgusting fat. He knew Kurt would never want him if he wasn't skinny so Blaine thought of a new way to lose weight. The scared young man walked over to the toilet and shoved two finger down his throat, the vomit came up and out easily. Finn walked in to hear the violent regurgitating and saw Blaine's shirt on the sink counter. The shaking boy walks out of the stall and Finn sees Blaine. He was a total mess, you can see a perfect outline of all his ribs and his spine is jutting outside his body. There is no fat found on this boy so why did he eats so little and vomit it up.

"Are you okay?" Finn asked quietly.

Blaine jumped at the sudden realization of company. Blaine stood looking at himself obviously unhappy with what he was in the mirror.

"Why am I so fucking fat!" Blaine screamed "I try so hard to diet I haven't had anything sugary in 4 weeks! Nothing helps I'm still a fat blob!"

"Wow dude there is not a inch of fat on your body, that's what we're worried about? You haven't been eating healthy and the whole glee club is worried." Finn said with deep concern for the tiny boy in front of him.

Blaine said something very quietly under his breath. All he could hear was the word Kurt fall from his lips.

"What did you say" Finn asked calmly.

"I said Kurt doesn't care! He's the one that told me I wasn't good enough and I should go on this stupid diet and he hasn't even spared a glacé at me since, and the worst part is the scale is telling me I'm losing weight but I still see the giant fat ass I was 4 weeks ago just a lot more pale." Blaine yelled choking on sobs as he was finishing the last sentence. Finn pulled Blaine into a tight huge and Finn thought for a second. He couldn't let Blaine go home and be alone. Everyone knew his parents have been out of the country for a year and are not planning on coming back anytime soon, but he couldn't bring Blaine to his house because Kurt would just make him feel worse about himself. Then it hit him.

"Hey Blaine I don't want you sleeping alone tonight. Can I chill at your place?" Finn asked and Blaine nodded As quickly as the smile on his face started it faded as the bell rang. They let go of each other, grabbed their belongings and left.