Maybe This Time

Chapter 6

Maybe This Time💜6⃣

Kurt and Blaine are cuddled on Kurt's bed under a few blankets. Blaine was wearing a long sweatshirt and sweatpants and Kurt was wearing a tight white t-shirt and black skinny jeans. He attempted not to say anything about how Blaine was dressed but it was so bad he had to say something.

"Blaine do you love me?" Kurt asked

"Of course I do why would you ask that?!?" Blaine became defensive but he could still be knocked over with one wrong blow.

"Then why do you dress like this when you're with me. It's embarrassing! You walk down the halls of WMHS dressed like that and it embarrasses me."

"I'm not comfortable in the types of clothing you wear. I don't look as good as you in them."

"True, but still try to look somewhat presentable tomorrow, and your weight is looking better but you thighs are still huge fix them please."

"How come after ever conversation with you I feel worse about myself? Why can't I just be me? Why do I have to always change myself for you!"

"Excuse me! I changed myself so I could look perfect for you and then I tried dropping hints like asking to go to a vegan restaurant instead of a diner but apparently you still haven't gotten the hint so now I'm telling you face to face the things I changed for you and now you have to change for me." Kurt screamed and I'm sure everyone in the house would have heard it if Finns video games weren't so loud.

Carol, Kurt's step mom, walked in to tell the boys it's dinner, but when they turned there faces to her the boys looked frustrated. Well Kurt looked extremely frustrated and Blaine looked like he was about to burst into tears so after a few seconds of taking in the scene before her, she told the boys

"Dinners ready, were having hamburgers, fries and salad."

Kurt and Blaine stood up and walked slowly downstairs they weren't holding hands let alone looking at each other, so when Finn saw that when he walked out of his room he knew something went wrong and he's 99% sure it wasn't Blaine's fault.

As everyone was making there plate Kurt told Blaine to sit down and kindly told him he would get Blaine's food. Blaine started to think " Maybe he is trying to be nicer, maybe he is starting to understand how I feel." But the theory was smashed when all that was laid out in front Blaine was a salad with no dressing courtesy of Kurt Hummel. It's not like Blaine was going to keep down what he was going to eat, but it frustrated him that no matter how hard he worked it's never enough for Kurt.

The whole family at the dinner table noticed the action and the disappointment in Blaine's eyes, but Burt, Kurt's father, was the first to speak up.

"Blaine would you like a hamburger with that?"

"No thank you sir." Blaine said quietly. Burt noticed how different Blaine has been acting for the past to weeks.

"It's Burt kid, please call me Burt."

Blaine nodded. Burt was going to leave that subject alone and pick it up for another day but Finn stood up put a cheeseburger on a napkin and put in next to Blaine.

"Just in case you want it." Finn added nicely.

Blaine smiled at Finn with the biggest smile both parents have seen on Blaine in 2 weeks. Burt and Carol looked horribly confused but there wasn't much they could say without getting too much in to their children's lives.

Blaine looked at the burger now in disgust at first he saw it as a sweet gesture but now he sees it as what it really is, food. The thing that is keeping Kurt from loving him, the thing that he throws up every day. After that he looked at his salad and realized the same thing and he no longer wanted the food in front of him, so he sat there while the family was talking about the events of the day. No one realized the lack of eating coming from Blaine, so once Kurt got up Blaine followed quickly throwing out his food, he tried to make it discrete so no one would notice, but everyone did. Burt watched in confusion as Kurt and Blaine leave to go back to Kurt's room. He didn't even tell them to keep the door open because he was to concerned about the skinny, pale boy who didn't take a bite out of his dinner.

Finn had a disgusted look on his face and mumbled something under his breath as he marched upstairs. He knocks on the boy's door and Kurt yells at him to go away.

"But I need to talk to Blaine"

Finn barges in on Kurt and Blaine making out.

"Finn get OUT!! What the hell is going on between you too."

"We are doing a song for glee club because our voices sound awesome together."

Blaine quickly added from the other side of the bed. He was too scared that Finn would tell Kurt the whole story. It would embarrass the crap out of Blaine if Kurt found out what has been going in with him.

"Yeah, I was wondering what song he wanted to do?" Finn asked, going along with the lie. He is really bad at lying but it seemed to fool Kurt because his face turned dark red and he turned his head back to Blaine.

"WE HAVE NEVER SANG A SONG TOGETHER IN GLEE CLUB AND NOW YOU WANT TO SING ONE WITH FINN!!!"

Kurt looked so mad he might have just hit Blaine if Finn hadn't been there. Blaine nodded and Kurt looked even more angry. Kurt went out of the room and into the bathroom, slamming the door closed.

As soon as Kurt was gone Blaine broke. His sobbed racked his shaking body. Finn tried to go on the bed and hug Blaine, but unlike the other times, Blaine pushed him away. He was closing in on himself as if to protect his body from further pain.

"I can't take it anymore. Kurt is ruining me. I can't do anything without hating everything about me. I'll never be good enough for that idiot-"

"HEY! Who are you calling my son an idiot!"

Burt yelled till he saw how broken Blaine looked, like if anyone were to touch Blaine, he would shatter as easily as thin glass.

"I'm so sorry sir" Blaine tensed and begged for his forgiveness like Burt was the last person in the world that cared about him.

"Boy it's okay, what's wrong?"

"Nothing....really! I'm just being a little overdrama-"

Finn jumped into the conversation quickly and yelled "NO KURT IS GIVING HIM HELL ON EARTH, AND DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT BLAINE'S GOING THROUGH!"

Burt looks over at Blaine who looks like a shaking helpless child. His fatherly instincts wants him to go hold Blaine, but he needed to remain side-less till this whole situation is fixed. Burt collected his emotions and spoke,

"Blaine, please tell me what's going on."

"Kurt has just been a little judgmental and I've taken things to heart. Nothings going on I promise. I love him, and I alway will."

Blaine made the comment sound completely realistic. Not a single sign that he was lying. If it weren't for Finn's still extremely frustrated face Burt would be completely sure everything was okay.

"Dad what are you doing here?"

Kurt questioned, then looked over at Blaine who had clearly just cried.

"Awe baby what's wrong?"

Kurt ran over to hold Blaine tight. Blaine knew it was only to play innocent to his father, but Kurt was holding him so gently, he needed that love so he sunk into his boyfriend's arms. Blaine may have said a few lies to Burt, but one remains true, Blaine loves Kurt and he always will.

Burt was extremely confused but after that last scene he figured he shouldn't be in their business. His boys were soon to be adults and if they don't learn how to fix a relationship alone now, they never will. So, Burt decides to leave and he brings Finn, by force, with him.

Kurt sits there for awhile watching Blaine cry in his lap. Almost feeling sorry for the small boy, but the anger soon returned when Blaine gets up, grabs his over night bag, and heads for the door.

"Where do you think your going? I thought you were staying over?" Kurt snapped at him.

"I need to go home now. It's better for the both of us that we leave each other alone for tonight."

With that Blaine walks out of Kurt's room up the stairs and out the door, without another word. As Blaine drove away he cried. As Blaine drove away, Kurt got angry, too angry for Blaine's safety.