What Am I Thinking?

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*JACK JOHNSON'S POV*

Ever since I saw Mia for the first time I have felt something in the pit of my stomach but I just can't figure out what it is exactly. I've never really stopped and thought about loving someone before but I'm guessing that feels amazing. Knowing that the person you love corresponds the love back is probably one of the best feelings that life has to offer. I sound super cliche but I've never really been in a serious relationship with a girl who actually likes me for being myself. All of the girls I have dated in the past only wanted attention when dating me and never really cared about what I had to offer.

Now that I'm a senior in high school and I'm looking for colleges to attend I am realizing that I don't have someone that I can trust and that will actually bother to know how I feel. I want to have a friend that I have an instant connection with and that will understand what I go through. Earlier this week, as I talked to Mia about the project I felt comfortable around her even though it may have not been as obvious. There was a part of me that just wanted to hug her and hold her hand as I stood in front of her while talking, but there was another side of me that didn't want to seem vulnerable in front of a girl who I had just met.

I don't know what this feeling is, but I sure do want to find out why it only occurs when I'm around Mia. I don't want to demonstrate my weakness, but I do want to show people that I am also capable of loving.

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