Breaking a habit isn't that simple. For instance: cutting. Even after a gazillion promises that I wouldn't, I still did. I couldn't stop. The darkness inside my head just kept creeping in and convincing me it would be okay if I did. More scars Added to my already scarred wrist. But like i said, it's not that simple. Have you pushed someone to there breaking point? it hurts to know that you would go so far to break someone down to the point it's unbearable. Once your broken you can't be fixed or at least it's nearly impossible. It's just like me telling you to break a plate. Throw it on the ground like its some useless thing that doesn't matter In the world. Now say sorry. Did it go back to how it was? No? Didn't think so. Do you understand?
Taking it so far to where you broke someone so Badly. Just know it would be so far and nearly impossible to fix. Maybe add some glue and stitches to hold yourself together. Only thread and sticky stuff hold you together. Just one more little drop could just make you break down worse than before. It's never good to push someone to there breaking point... It's painful.
I've been broken. Don't let it happen to you. Stay strong please?