It creeps.. It crawls.. It can totally take over you. It can engulf you. It can make you do things you vowed you'd never ever do. It would break the most sacred promises. It can tear the most happiest memories into nightmares by the second. The madness. The darkness. The insanity that tries to take over... I might have darkness but I haven't gotten insanity yet... But it's coming...
Darkness will change everything about you. A lot of people have the darkness but are strong enough to fight it off. Unfortunately for people like me. We are to weak. The Darkness or what ever you'd like to call it tries to possess you. I've cut because of this. I've lied. I've cursed. I've sinned. I've made mistakes. I've cried. I've done way to many things that made the darkness spread.
Everyone sins everyone makes mistakes.. It's human nature. In everyone there is darkness. In every corner of your mind even the most smallest amount can grow and tear your world to pieces.
Well.. I've found my antidote. He's about 6-7 feet tall ( way taller than me >-< ) He's funny he's amazing...~ I chose him as my antidote cause he makes me happy. He makes the dark thoughts escape my head and be replaced by new happy ones.. He makes my heart beat fast instead of slowing it down...
All you have to do is find your antidote. It might be hard but once you find the perfect antidote.. Well. Ill leave that up to you