~Felix pov~
Ken dropped me off and I said bye to him before going inside. I walked in to see Mark get up and Sean follow suite.
"I'm gonna go record a bit babe" Mark said wrapping his arms around my Sean!
I mean Sean, he's not mine... I shook my head and took off my shoes as Mark kissed him and went up stairs waving to me as he went.
"Hey Felix" Sean sweet voice his my ears as I got my shoes off.
"Hey" I smiled.
"Come on, I'm watching one punch man!" Sean said with a big smile.
I nodded and joined him on the couch, he started the show and I watched for a bit. I wanted to talk to him, but what if I had a slip up, and called him mine? He wasn't mine, I knew that, but my mind wouldn't seem to listen to that, and something in the back of my head kept saying 'he's yours Felix, he belongs to you, even if he doesn't know it yet' I shook my head again. I would just have to think before I speak.
"Sean.. Can I talk to you about something?" I asked.
Sean seemed to freeze up, did he know I was gonna bring up out night together?
"Sure..." He nodded, he paused the TV and looked at his lap.
"Its about that night, I know it a weird time to bring it up but-"
"No... I mean, I guess we should of talked about it sooner" Sean cut me off.
"D-did you... Feel anything?" I asked nervously.
"No... even if I did that was almost a year a go now..." Sean said crossing his arms.
"Did you?" I asked again.
Sean stared at me them back down at his lap.
"Fucking hell, it a simple question" I said quietly.
"No Felix, I didn't, I didn't feel anything" he said "did you?"
"I don't know... I just ignore it anyway" I lied.
"Hey guys Ken just called he wants us to all go dancing tonight I said we would, that okay?" Mark yelled down the stairs.
"Yeah" I yelled back, wanting to drink, get drunk, forget all this.
"Sure babe" Sean yelled.
I held in any instinct I had to tell him he was mine, and tell him he belonged to no one else, and that no one, not even Mark will keep him away. I shook my head again, what am I saying? God Felix get a hold of yourself, you have no right to Sean...
'You have every right to Sean'
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He's Only Mine
FanfictionMark and Sean kissed each other softly, Mark holding onto the other green haired man as they danced. Felix downed a shot as he stared down both of them. Sean was his, even if he didn't know it yet.
