He's Only Mine

Jealousy

-Sean's pov-
Ken had come out of Felix's bedroom while I was making coffee. I glared at him slightly, then my stare softened as I looked down at the pot.
"Hey Ken, I uh didn't know you were here" I said.
"Yeah, I stayed the night with Felix" he said "gotta get him some water and Advil, he's got a bad hang over, and is pretty sore and I hate to have him keep hurting so where's your guys Advil?" Ken asked.
Felix is sore? Ken stayed over, no no no way, Felix and him are only friends I'm just getting myself worked up over nothing. Though, if they did sleep together I don't want him back in the room.
"Uh Sean? Now would be nice, I have stuff to do at home videos and such" Ken said.
"Oh, then go, I'll bring him the water and Advil and told him I sent you home" I smiled innocently.
"I don't know, he's expecting me" Ken said.
"No you have stuff to do, I can do it" I said.
Ken seemed to think about it for awhile.
"Mmm... Well okay, thanks, tell him I'll call him later" he said and left.
I gave him his Advil and water, he only noticed it was me when he looked at me. I smiled softy and at him and we talked for a bit. He seemed to not want to talk to me though or even have me in there so I left when he said he was gonna go to sleep.
"Babe, babe? Oh there you are listen we need to talk" Mark said.
"About what? Is something wrong?" I asked.
As horrible as it was I was actuality hoping he wanted to break up.
"No no, its fine, I'm just gonna be leaving for awhile, two weeks to exact, gonna do some stuff with with some YouTuber friends out of state, do you mind?" He asked.
"Oh sure okay" I smiled nodding.
"I'm gonna miss you" he said pulling me close to him.
I smiled and kissed him softly wrapping my arm around him, as I kissed him Felix's face popped in mind as I kissed Mark. I pulled back and tried not to look guilty.
"I'll miss you too, but I won't be alone, Felix is here" I smiled.
"Right, that's the good thing" he kissed me again and smiled nodding, I followed him up stairs and watched him pack.
"You leaving tomorrow?" I asked.
"Yeah, sorry, I would of told you earlier, but I forgot" he said.
"No its fine, I'll drop you off tomorrow, then go home" I said smiling.
"That would be wonderful" he smiled.
Neither of us really saw Felix until dinner, he didn't look to good, but better than before.
"This is one hell of a hang over" he mumbled.
"You don't look to good man" Mark said worried.
"Eh, I feel better, I think I just need to eat and drink now" he chuckled.
We ordered a pizza and ate together watching Adventure time. Felix seemed much better by the time we got three hours into the season. I felt Mark pull my body into his, I wrapped my arms around his waist and relaxed. Mark was a great cuddlier, but again I couldn't get Felix out of my head, the way it felt when he held me. I made a small humming sound. Felix glanced at me and I looked at him and smiled softly. Felix looked down then back at the tv.
"Ah, I'm going to bed, coming with?" Mark said looking at me.
"Mark! Your boyfriends right there don't ask me stuff like that" Felix joked.
We all laughed slightly.
"I'll come to bed in a bit" I said kissing him quickly.
Mark smiled and nodded leaving me Felix alone. I looked at the TV and Felix moved onto the couch with me. I looked down.
"Did I do something wrong?" I asked looking at him.
"No..." Felix said, still not looking at me.
I glared down at the remote in my hand. I quickly jumped on Felix pinning him down beneath me.
"God damn it Felix what's wrong?" I asked in a growl.
"What the hell, your crazy let me go!" He said trying to stay quiet.
"Not till you tell me what's wrong! You've been acting weird around me!" I said.
"Oh for fuck sake, fine I'm in love with you!" Felix nearly yelled pushing me off him, I landed on my ass on the ground.
Felix glared at me fixing his shirt.
"God damn it, are you happy I told you? Cause I'm not! I hate this, I hate being jealous of Mark, I hate that he gets to hold you and kiss you, god... That night together just plays over and over and over in my head, all the fucking time!" Felix said looking at me through misty eyes.
"Felix..." I whispered.
I got up and pushed him down again our lips connecting, Felix froze for a bit them wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer kissing me back. Are kiss deepened and I ground against him my hands going to his hips. Felix licked my lips asking for entrance I let him in, it was a needy kiss from both of us. I let out a small whimper and Felix pushed me away and sat up cause me and fall onto the part of the couch not taken up. I thought he was gonna get on top but he didn't.
"W-we can't do this" he breathed heavily.
I caught my breath.
"I want you Felix... All I think about is you" I said.
Felix looked at me and shook his head and walked to his bedroom. I sat up and put my head in my hands crying softly. Once I calmed down I went to bed, it gonna be a long two weeks.