He's Only Mine

You Belong Together

~Felix Pov~

It was around midnight and Ken had left a bit ago leaving his sweater with me. I pulled the sweater on. I smiled a bit figuring I could now claim it as mine.

"This is now mine" I said to myself with a small chuckle, knowing Ken would probably forget about the sweater till he saw Felix wearing it.

There was a knock at the door, and I pouted a bit figuring it was Ken to come and get his sweater back. I walked to the door opening it "Its mine now" I said before I saw who it was. It was Sean, he had his backpack slung over one shoulder and his eyes looked puffy from crying.

"What? Felix I know I'm probably the last person you want to see but I have no where else to go and I really don't want to be alone right now" Sean said with tears running down his face.

My hand gripped the door handle, part of me didn't want to let him in, but the other part of me one, and I steped aside so he could walk in. My mind fought with itself a bit before an awkward "What happened?" formed.

"I broke up with Mark... I can't hurt him like that then just stay with him, or beg for forgiveness even, if he never forgives me and cuts me out of his life I would be okay with that" Sean said sitting on the couch putting his bag down.

"I'm sorry" I said sitting down on the other chair I had in the living room, not wantng to sit on the same couch as Sean.

"It's fine, it was my fault" he said rubbing the back of his neck and wipping his face with the sleeves of his sweater.

"It take two to cheat" I said finally not wanting Sean to think the blam was all on him "Mark won't cut you out of his life... you can't cut someone you love out of you life not matter how hard you try" he said.

"Marzia?" Sean asked curiosuly.

"She's one of them, I remember when she left after I told her she swore she would never speak to me again, and that she hated me" I explained "After a lot of awkward coffee dates we we're finally able to talk to each other normal again, and we still talk now, we keep up with each other's lives" I finished.

"Felix beside because of me... why did Marzia break up with you?" Sean asked.

"what do you mean? cheating on her isn't enough of a reason?" I asked.

"You guy's were together for... 7 years was it?" he asked.

"6 years... and okay well, since I slept with you she thought I was gay, and honestly I didn't know, I still don't, and I honestly don't care cause even when I was in love with Marzia it wasn't her gender I fell for it was her..." I said, it felt good to get that out.

Sean nodded, looking down and frowning a bit, his eyes full of sadness and I sighed a bit getting up. I couldn't look at him like this anymore.

"So anyway- You can take my bedroom, and if you even start to say no I'll just lock you in there" I threatened, making his give a airy laugh, I lead him to the bedroom and he sat on the bed.

"Thanks for letting me stay Felix..." Sean said softly.

"No problem" I said turning around to leave, but I froze a bit, I turned back to him leaning in a bit keeping my hand on the door fram and my body outside the room. "I do love you" I said and he looked up at me "I didn't just use you- I just said that in hopes you would forget about your feelings for me and I could somehow move on" I said.

Sean stayed silent and I shruge with a small half ass smile plastered on to my face. I walked over leaving Sean behind in the room, I laid down on the couch with my quilt and Ken's sweater still around me, I chuckled a bit and laid down. I didn't know what to do, him and Mark had just broken up, he was fair game, but something still kept me away from him.