chp 37 ITS A MESS

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Chp 37

The next day when I woke up I was at Sam's place ! I could not feel my head ! Sam was sitting on the bed with his hands on his head.

" sam " I said

" great your up ! Are you okay ? " he asked

" what happened last night ! " I asked and he gave his phone to me.

" look at this " he said. It was a video from last night.

I was fully drunk and I was saying stuff. I said many things.

" life is a mess ! I can never get over neal ! I know I have to be practical and forget him but then the way he understands me ! The way he looks at me ! The way he makes me laugh ! The way he irritates me ! The way he protects me ! The way he plays with me is not possible to forget. Sam is the perfect guy but then neal is the one whom I can never get over ! He does not love me ! He does not believe in love but then he gets jealous of sam ! I can never get neal. I can never be true to myself. I'm confused. There are strings that pull me towards him. I will never forget the first time we met ! Those eyes still look at me. I dont know what to do ! I'm stupid " these were my exact words and after this sam had said " you really love him " .

" sam I'm sorry " I said

" maya calm down " he said

" I dont know what to do " I said

" I made a mess " i said

" no maya " he said and hugged me

" why are you even talking to me ? " I said

" cause I love you " he said

" sam all i did was lie to you " I said

" it is not always necessary that you get what you love " he said and I turned

"Maya look at me " he said but I did not turn back !

" Maya I said look at me " he said it again ! He came and turned me around !

" you still love him " he said and I looked up

" Maya " he said

" I don't know " I said and hugged him.

" oh sweetheart you love him " he said

" he does not love me sam " I said

" he does ! He is just stupid ! " he said

" I'm sorry Sam ! " I said and I left from there.

At that moment I was hating my self ! How could I ever do this to anyone ? Samuel really loved me. I should not have said those things. Neal was my past and I ruined my present because of him. I reached home and went upstairs to my room. I sat on my bed.

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