I hate growing old.
Every year on my birthday I'm just very disappointed that I'm another year closer to death and being an adult.
This year I'm turning 14, holy crap.. I'm another four years from being an adult. Growing out of that childish shell is very, very disappointing.
You realize you're growing up when adults stop apologizing for cussing in front of you, and when your parents stop doing fun things they did with you when you were younger, and when you see the year your favorite childhood cartoon came out.
Every new year, you're becoming more like an adult and school gets just more stressful. I know junior high is not as bad as highschool, but I'm honestly already tired of it and I just want a long nap. I hate a lot of things at school: like our strict uniform policy, our teachers, and the asshole students.
A lot of the kids here are butt heads, especially the girls who think they're all that and want as much attention as possible. There is this girl in my grade but thankfully not in my class, she will boss people around when she wants to and she wants attention so she will cut herself and leave the blood in the bathroom sink. Gosh she is literally the definition of a bitch.
I have a few nice teachers that I like, but only a few. The rest are just assholes telling you you're out of dress code. I reaallly hate tucking in my shirt.
Enough about school, like I said growing up is a pain in the ass and the longer it takes to grow up, the better it is for me.
