8th grade.
8TH MUTHER FUCKIN GRADE
OHH JAMIMA
Next month I am going to be one of the many people that are looked up to. I don't think I can handle that amount of pressure... Like your behavior is watched by every eye of the younger kids and impacted onto how they think they should act. And i'm not the best person to be looked up to, I mean I have great grades, I pay attention in class. But my immature behavior... Wooh you've got a lot to handle. Like there's moments where I'm the mature one and there are moments where I'm the one being told to shut up.
It is so bad that there is sometimes where I either wont shut the hell up or I am really silent. Me and my friends are constantly joking around and telling really funny jokes and inside jokes that makes us look like idiots.
My behavior will probably be different by the time school starts... Hopefully...
Even though I did so great in 7th grade... Hopefully that's doesn't sound conceited. Anyway, I plan to do better than I am expected to. At one point last year, I was soo close to getting a GPA of 4.o UGHH I feel like I am being very conceited right now... I'll stop..
I mean I'm just a potato sitting on my laptop 24/7 doing random crap like taking buzzfeed quizzes, hahah. I don't watch TV in my living room anymore, I watch it on my laptop. I don't like any human contact during the day but when its night, I'll go outside and hangout with my friend... Sounds like I'm becoming nocturnal. HELP MEH
Jeez like people arent making a big deal about it and I'm just sitting here overthinking and writing rants about it :D I kinda want to do something important when school starts up again... it may ruin me or it may make me VERYYY HAPPY. Which I am kinda having doubt's about right at this second now that Im thinking about it... DAMN IT
Well, my summer had been okay so far... I am eating healthy, kinda.. Just gotta lay off the pizza.
I'm supposedly getting a haircut this month, a Lob. I think it will be cute. My hair is sooo long, the last time I got an actual haircut was in 2013?? I think. Damn Im so ratchet, but I enjoyed the top buns and my very messy braids. I loved the hairstyles I did, I think I'm going to donate my excess hair cause there's so much. I want to dye my hair too, I've always want to dye my hair silver/grey but my mum's answer is always "no" So I might ask for highlights... Nicee
My birthday is also this month, not very important... But whatever... My friend @asourpickle wants to send me a gift from mail, she's so sweet (-//3//-)
Sorry this rant was so long and it shifted from topic to topic, haha
Umm hope you all enjoy the rest of your summer:D
Stay strong and stay gorgeous,
Sam.
