Ok I sorry that I didint publish this yesterday like I said I would... But I needed to get prepared for my first day of school, which was today, but I'll write another rant about that cause it was TERRIBLE
oK SOO WHERE DID WE LEAVE OFF?
AHH yes... Getting offered to go on a walk with Pooh bear and my friend to go pokemon hunting...
So Im sitting and pooh bear finishes talking to my algebra teacher and hes sitting there, giving small glances like before. And then he starts talking to my friend and a few minutes later, it was time they decided they wanted to go hunting.
So heres the thing, when you're about to leave with some people... At night... In an area you're not familiar with... I shall fore warn you to take someone with you, that is very important.
So we leave and my sister is asking me "where are you going"
I mean since I've been friends with these guys for almost 5 years, I trusted them. So I told her that I was going pokemon hunting with them
she answers back saying "you better get back here before dad does"
I got a little worried but went with them anyway
So were walking and walking and I realize that its like 10:30 so Im like "heyyy its an hour and a half till my birthday"
my friend was like "YEAHHHH"
so were walking and walking some more and joking around, being funny and crap
and we get to this police center area and I start to complain about how my feet hurt, I find this so cute, first my friend offered to carry me. Hes a pretty big guy so he could probably carry me. On the way back. And on the way back, I started making noises which indicated that my feet hurt and Pooh bear kept on asking me whats wrong every time I made a noise and... He offered to carry me.
Of course I said no, Im very self conscious about my weight.
at one point we stop cause my friend found something by these cars and me and pooh bear were just talking and I made a joke about how I was like a baby giraffe in heels and I got him to laugh. but... After I said that... I noticed that he started looking me up and down
OH MY GOSH MY HEART JUST FLIPPED
So my sister keeps on calling me YELLING AND CUSSING AT ME TO HURRY AND COME BACK CAUSE MY DAD WAS THERE
on our way back, just a fair warning, I hate bugs. So we heading back and there was thing flapping noise.
Its an injured cicada on the floor and pooh bear goes near it
so me, always getting teased by my sister with June bugs, starts freaking out and laughing/ yelling at him to not pick it up.
I start to back up really fast and accidentally bump into my friend really hard and pooh bear decides it would be OK TO KICK THE BUG TOWARDS ME AND THEN HE STEPS ON IT. Im like... "WHY WOULD YOU STEP ON IT?! IT DIDNT DO ANYTHING"
Sooo WE AFTER SO MANY OFFERS TO CARRY ME AND THE SEVERAL CALLS FROM MY SISTER WE GET BACK...
but not what you think, I see my dads car and I waving my arms and running. ANd thatS WHEN I KNEW, I WAS SCREWED.
I get in the car and realize I left my purse inside the building.
MY DAD IS YELLING AT ME AND I TELL I LEFT MY PURSE SO HE PARKS RIGHT IN FRONT OF WHERE POOH BEAR WAS STANDING, TALKING TO SOMEONE.
So I get out of the car and walk right passed him, flustered. I walk inside and get my purse and go back inside the car.
HE WAS LOOKING AT ME AS I WENT INSIDE AND OUTSIDE THE BUILDING
OH GOD I FELT CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE
so my dad gave me this big lecture on how I could have gotten raped and how I should have told him where I was, I knew what he was talking about and I wasn't mad at him. I understood.
A message to everyone out there:
DO NOT GO SOMEWHERE ALONE WITH PEOPLE! IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW LONG YOU'VE KNOWN THEM, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A POSSIBILITY! NO MATTER WHAT, YOU SHOULD ALWAYS TAKE A PERSON WITH YOU AND TELL AN ADULT WHERE YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU ARE GOING!
Omg ONE LAST THING!! so me and my friend were talking on snapchat and he said that I looked pretty and that ive changed a lot. Heres the thing, I am a big fucking idiot so I totally forgot that snapchat tells the other person when someone takes a screenshot. SO HERE I AM THE FUCKING IDIOT BEING UNCOMFORTABLE, I TAKE A SCREENSHOT SO I COULD GET HELP FROM FRIENDS AND HE DIDNT ANSWER BACK FOR A FEW MINUTES
HOLY FUCK IM SO STUPID
I LOVE YOU ALL! AND WE'RE ALL SO CLOSE TO 100 READS! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR READING MY RANTS I NEVER EXPECTED THIS! HAVE A GREAT DAY AND STAY DETERMINED <3
