Toni Braxton
"Get her out of me!" I scream in pain.
"You're doing good, She's almost here." Doctor Jackie says.
I begin to push and then I stop when I hear a high pitch cry.
I began to tear up as doctor Jackie put my babygirl on my chest.
"Hi, I'm your mommy." I say softly as I admire her beauty.
"I'm going to wash her off." Doctor Jackie says as she takes my daughter.
I nod as I wipe my tears away.
I notice the door open, I softly smile as I see my mother and my sister Tamar.
"Hey little girl." My mom says. "Hey boo!" Tamar says.
"The baby is over there." I say pointing to where they took her.
I reposition myself as I watch Tamar and Mommy walk over to her.
Tamar walks back over to me. "She's beautiful.. She's definitely your twin." She says.
I softly chuckle. "Thanks Taymee."
"What you finna name her girl?" Tamar asks curiously.
"Brelyn Michele or Kennedi Michele?" I ask curiously.
"Kennedi Michele is cute." She says.
"Kennedi Michele Braxton, I like that." I say.
Tamar looks at me crazy. "She aint getting her daddy's last name?"
"Tamar, no.. Ken doesn't even know about Kennedi.. We haven't talked since the incident." I say.
"That ain't right child, that baby deserves to have her daddy in her life, I'm sure face will be excited to have a baby with you.. Get your life." Tamar says playing with her hair.
I began to think about telling Ken about Kennedi.. Tamar does have a point but so do I.. He's a married man, I'll feel like a home wrecker. It was never my intention to get pregnant by a married man let alone someone who calls me his little sister. So no, I won't tell him.
I snap out of my thoughts when I see Dr. Jackie bringing back a whining Kennedi.
She places her on my chest. "There goes your mommy."
Kennedi's whining began to die down as I began to breastfeed her.
"Her was just hungry, that's all." I say in babytalk as I kiss her forehead.
The rest of the time I spent in the hospital with my babygirl was filled with love and happiness. I never knew I could love someone this much.
