"I'll Miss You..."

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After all have been said and done
I never thought we'd be here
Ending our chapter
When it only begun.

But for now...
I would try to fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before.

But who am I kidding
When reality emerge
It come crashing to the floor
Forcing me to endure.

I can never make myself forget
The love I have for you
Is so honestly true
More than you'll ever know.

I thank you for the happiness
You've let me feel
Even just for a while
You had given me, life.

Certainty of regrets
Swimming in head
For being too late
To close that tormented gap.

Sayang...
I'm so sorry for everything
For all the pains and confusions
I've caused you.

With your last word
"I love you..."
A sweet closure
That will haunt me forever.

In this irreplaceable loss
With hope of  reconciliation
Only then I realize...
A part of me died when I let you go.

~rtl

an ~ please forgive me, T.

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