To my certain "friends"
Thank you.
My anxiety and depression
Has skyrocketed again.
You know what?
I'm going to name names.
Kylie and Christina,
Thank you.
You've officially made me
Rather die than come to school
And slit my throat than go to class.
I can no longer deal with noise
Without feeling like suffocating.
I can't even go to large areas
Full of people because I won't be able to breathe.
I can no longer trust anyone.
You had it and you broke it
Actually, you shattered it
Into millions of pieces.
You said you'd always be there
And that was bullshit.
You said I could trust you.
More bullshit.
All I have to say to you now
And it comes from my heart.
I happily mean it, too.
Fuck you.
All you've done
Is make my anxiety worse
And made me want to die.
So thank you
And don't forget
To go fuck yourselves.
But then again
I may be taking this too seriously
