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Dear Eliana, remember the first time we talked ? I had messaged you because I loved your account, and just like that we clicked, like two pieces to a whole.
I miss you already and it's only been, hold on, two minutes.
Yep two minutes in and I already miss you like crazy.  I have to keep pausing because im crying and having a panic attack while writing this and ugh its hard.
Having a panic attack is like drowning, or suffocating, in simplest terms you can't breath, which makes sobbing your eyes out pretty damn hard. Its sucks that your mum would do this to us El, no it more then sucks, its something that not even words can describe.
Who am I gonna rant with into the late night hours ?
Who's gonna listen to my mum lie about her affair with me, so I don't have to do it alone ?
Who else is gonna rant to me about ******* the jawline God ?
Who else is gonna argue about Pointless things with me ?
El, who's gonna be there for me, or better yet you ?

I don't know how im going to survive without you...what if you dont come back ?

Oh no, I think I'm gonna be sick

I typed that twenty minutes ago, I was crying so much that I threw up, I must seem pretty pathetic huh ?

You just don't even know how important you are to me Eliana, your like my sister, and now you're gone.

With wet eyes, Tori

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