Dear Eliana

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Dear,Eliana
So todays the first full day that I can't speak to you,
Sigh
Its hard El.
So here's the update you wanted on my life.
Today was Caleb's first day back after his unfortunate suspension, it wasn't quite what you and I planned it out to be, it was a lot....louder. Since he's the resident "bad boy" and all, all these little girls in his grade were all over him, like hey yeah go on somewhere hoes he's gonna be mine XD
See right now you'd say something like,
"Do you want me to kill them ?" XD
Its strange to see him now, it makes me feel....sick ? I don't even know if sick is the right word, but it's a nice sick, a nervous kind.
Isnt it funny El how you begin to notice the smallest things about someone after your view on them changes ? Like you remember how I was so scared Caleb was gonna end up being a hoe like Tyler ? Well I still have that fear, but there's so many things that are different about him, like the way he talks to people, he talks to them with such, enthusiasm, like he has a million stories to tell, but Tylers the opposite, he hates most people.
Remember the first time we got on a phone call together ? We were so scared our accents would be too strong for the other person to understand, well he has an accent, its kinda weird actually, sometimes he sounds British <3
I'm talking to him right now, he said he thinks my awkwardness is cute :)

Ugh, remember how I said Luke#2 was bipolar ? Well ha, karma really is a bitch, cuz he's on crutches :)

I got really mad this morning, like super mad, the kind of mad where id call you and vent.
I've told you time and time again about how me and my friends are treated like at my school,complete trash. Well this super popular girl (everyone lowkey hates her though)
Had the nerve to say that she, and all her popular friends were "outcasts and underdogs" and that they were "the kids no one noticed, the depressed ones that no one ever called pretty"
El
I almost went up to her and wanted so badly to go off on her
Thennn guess who commented hearts under it, LUKE#2
Yeah so here's that story,
So apparently they dated last, for like two weeks, till she dumped him because he was boring.
:|
Wow, just wow.
So yeah he's liked her ever since, literally about to go kms :|
So yeah I got really mad and went into the girls bathroom to yell and punched a wall :)
I pulled out my phone numerous times today, like when Caleb told me my awkwardness was adorable, or when Luke#2 was being a dick today in 8th, and I was so tempted to shoot you a text. But then I remembered that you weren't there, so what's the point ?
I miss you a lot El :(

With bruised knuckles, Tori