im just so sad.
i feel a huge weight of memories lifting upon me but at the same time, i feel completely empty. i feel overwhelmed with the thoughts of loss and pure pain. the past is gone and that is what fears me the most. it is my worst nightmare and it is inevitable. i would vent more about how much i loved it but i feel that that would not help because there is nothing i can do to fix it. it is a lost cause. i feel like I will never be that happy again.
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lost in my thoughts
Randomto vent. to be sad. to be happy. to write. to whatever. ;i have been writing this since the beginning of 2016 and i was looking back this january, 2017 and i decided post
