i constantly feeling myself being sad. i cry over everything and i feel depressed on my worst days. today i escaped- i went to see dan and Phil and it made me happy for a little bit then I got lost. lost in my happiness and it spiraled up into fear. I don't know why I'm always so sad. I just am. I'm outside my hotel room, following a path to nowhere and crying. I hear the sounds of fangirls having the time of their lives but then I'm here and I just feel like dying. I'm scared
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lost in my thoughts
Randomto vent. to be sad. to be happy. to write. to whatever. ;i have been writing this since the beginning of 2016 and i was looking back this january, 2017 and i decided post
