Letters To April

I'm so lost

Dear April,
    Last night I slept alone and the bed felt so big. I haven't slept in four weeks. I had a nightmare. I woke up searching for your embrace but, I woke up hugging air. April, please come home. Dave invited me out tonight. You remember Dave, right? I know you always hated him.
    I can't keep wallowing in self pity. Its much easier though. It's not helping.
   I think I'm going to bring Pugsley home with me sooner than I thought. Winter is right around the corner. I don't think he'll survive in that house over the winter. He'll freeze. Poor this is already getting pretty old. I don't think he'll last much longer.
I miss you