Letters To April

Getting better

April,

      I finally think that I'm feeling better. Or at least I hope I am. I still miss you. I started seeing a new therapist. She said that these letters to you are probably the only thing helping me rightnow. Her name is Carla, Carla Vandike. She reminds me a lot of you. Sometimes it makes me sad when I see her because, all I can think about when I look at her is you. She's nice and she isn't like other therapists that I've been to. The rest just told me to suck it up and that death was a part of life. But, Dr. Vandike listens to me. She offers tips on how to help me cope. She didn't try to just prescribe depression or anxiety meds. 
  I miss you April. I miss you every day like you wouldn't believe.
Love J.