New And Improved || Book #1

Chapter 23: Worries € Questions

Omg I am shocked to the first who sorta guessed why Ella hates Paisley :o

Okay so here's the chappie y'all been waiting for :)

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Credit goes to her for anyone who wants to know (: !

•Paisley's POV•

"What no Ella that never happened ?!" I yelled. She teared up alittle "Yes it's true ! I already new that your dad abused you ! I know everything he already killed my brother and I pressed charges now he's threatening to kill my mother !" She said shutting the door in my face. I stayed there frozen as I heard her sobbing from the other side of the door. For the first time I felt bad but I'm still really confused why am I the one to blame ?

I knocked on the door "Ella please open the door !" I begged knocking. I knocked for about five minutes and she finally opened the door "Ella but why do you hate me ?" I asked confused. "Okay look, I'm sorry I had to do all those harsh things for you I'm just protecting you." She said. Protecting me ?! She's made my life a living hell since middle school !

"Protect me from what ?! Your the one causing me all this pain !" I exclaimed. "Your father was seeming my mother and my non refuses to tell me what happened between them and he killed my brother I didn't even know existed and now he kept sending threatening letters to my mom." She said "How is that protecting me ?" I asked really confused

"You didn't let me finish, My mom was really scared and well me and your dad made a deal that if I made your log a living hell he'd leave my mom alone." She explained. She could of told me and I would've played along ! "My dad did this ?" I asked "Yes and there's one more thing you might need to know." she said pausing

"What ?" I asked suspiciously "Uh he gets out of jail in 1 more week." She said. Oh my god. "No you cannot be serious !" I said. What my dad can be coming back imagine all the dirty things he'll do to me again ? What's going to happened to my mom will she go back o her old house ? "I'm dead serious I'm just as scared as you are." She said

"Okay we're in this together even though I still despise you for all the things you've done." I said. What I'm not just going to forgive her like that. "But how about when you invited me to the party and you threw cake and beer at me." I snapped. "Okay that I admit I didn't like you because it looked like Harry liked you and he was my boy friend." She said. Wow just because of that.

"Oh i see." I said awkwardly and looked down "Well I gotta go." I said and slowly walked away "Paisley wait." she quickly said. I turned around "Im sorry I was just worried about my mom." She said with eyes full of sorrow and went in he house and shut the door. I sighed I myself what's going to happened when my dad comes ? I hope he's not going to be abusive

What about my mom will she stay at the house ? What will happen with me will I be with my mom or dad ? Two weeks from now I'm going to see my dad. I love him but I hate him. I think it would be better for him to stay away from me though. Its for the best.

I walked to my house, and laid on my couch. Does my mom know about this ? Should I ask her ?They're so many questions in my head that its going to explode. I heard the door unlock obviously it was my mom. I felt myself tense as I saw my mother. I need to ask her if she knows. What if she doesn't know and she decides to leave and I don't want to leave ?

"Hi honey." She smiled and hugged me "Hi mommy." I said. Yes I still call her mommy. "Soo any interesting news today." I asked suspiciously "No not all why ?" she asked "No reason just asking." I said. How subtle ! It can't be anymore obvious that I'm hiding something "Paisley, what's going on." She asked raising an eyebrow

"Paisley I know your father is coming in one week." She said casually. Why does this not surprise her ?! "What's going to happen mom ?" I asked "Honey please take a seat." She sighed and sat down with me on the couch "Mom what's going to happen ?" I said getting sad already "Im going back to California." She said

Tears streaming down my face. She can't go !? "Mom no you can't go Dont leave me alone with him he's crazy and I don't want him to be here I want you to be here. Please don't leave me !" I practically begged and shoved my face in her thighs "Mommy don't go." I cried. Why me it's always me who's in pain, I just go my mom back and now she's leaving again ?!

"Don't worry I'm not leaving forever ill be back, unless you wanna come with me to California." She said. What California thats like 1,000,000 miles away from home I can't go. But it would be a great experience and ill be with my mum. No paisley dot even think about it your home is here in London. California sounds fun, I can go to tons of place in LA and meet famous people like Austin Mahone

No shut up stupid mind you can't leave your friends and especially Niall. Well you know what they say if you love something set them free if it comes back to you then it's yours, if it doesn't then it was never meant to be. I love it here too it's either be with my mom or dad. I choose my mum but moving all the way across the country is a big commitment. I'm going to miss prom and graduation with the guys.

Moving to California would be setting them free forever and never seeing them again because I'm pretty sure if I move there I'm never coming back. "To California ? that's so far away ?" I asked "Because my home is over there and I still have my old job." She explained "But mom what about my friends ?" I asked referring to Harry,Zayn,Liam,Louis and Niall

"I don't know that's up to you honey." She said getting up and leaving the couch. I just stayed there speechless. What should I do I'm confused. Stay or leave, Leave or stay. Those two words running through my mind

What should I do ?

Breaking me from my thoughts, my phone vibrated and I took out my phone and read the message from a blokes number that said:

Look in you backyard love :) x

I slowly went towards the screen door and look around carefully hoping it wasn't a rapist. Then I stopped in my tracks when I saw the words 'Be my homecoming date' spelled out with pink roses on my green lawn. It looked beautiful "Aww you didn't have too." I said looking up at the cheeky smile on his face.

"Yes I will be your date." I said hugging him.

VOTE AND COMMET

AND SORRY I HAD TO RE DO THE WHOLE CHAPPIE AGAIN DOING THE SHOUTOUTS IN THE NEXT CHAPPIE SINCE THIS IS LATE

SO SORRY I JUST HAD ALOT OF THINGS ON MY CASE

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