Poems for that Certain Feeling

Cut, blood, thrill

You feel the world on your shoulders

And you want to compensate for the pain

That others make you feel

And you know your heart may never heal

But right now all you care about is the thrill

That feeling you feel so you know your alive

Your regular bully makes your life a living hell

He makes you feel powerless and as if you don't matter

Maybe his life is no better than yours and he needs to build himself up

And you wonder why you have to be the center of all this unwanted attention

But it's not over you go home and find the razor

Told your friend that was the last time

Now look at you

Yes you love her and all but you still need to feel that feeling in your heart

Honestly you don't care that your harming yourself

I mean you think no one cares so why should you

This is the only way you feel power

And everyone thinks its for attention but that's beside the point

Cause you know it's not

You spend you money on accessories mostly bracelets

So they cover what you have done to yourself

Everyone else thinks your fine

They believe that fake smile you placed on your face

Okay so this poem is kinda in the view of a cutter

Tell me what you think

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Also if you cut message me so we can talk, I truly want to help you

And if your wondering no I don't cut but I just wanted everyone to get an idea of what they go through