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5. Him

He is not like the others, or that's how I like to think about him. His physical features were peculiar.

He is always being referred to as a bad boy who spent each night with a different girl, smokes, gets high, and mostly a cold-hearted person who does not care about other's feelings.

Everybody seems to avoid him, because of the rumors that are being said about him, and wherever he appears everybody seems to avoid him, for they don't want to be encountered with him. He could hear them whisper about him behind his back, but he could care less..

Most of them do not think of him as a human and nobody bothers to approach him and know the real him. 'A heartless monster', that's what they all think about him.  

Yes, people can make bad decisions at certain times, but one behavior is not enough to describe someone's personality.

But that's not what I think of him. 

He is more than what they say, he does nit deserve all this hate. 

Behind all of those cold features lies a loving person. There inside of him lies a lost soul that is looking for guidance through the darkness, another soul who will pull his soul out of Hell.

"You're the soul that enlightens my darkness," he told me once.

Yes, I am the light to his world just like he is the light to mine.

He is not only my boyfriend, he is more like my protector, my light, my heart, my world. He is the other half of my soul.

No matter what the others say about him, I will always be by his side.

For he is always by my side.

He never lets me feel sad or shed a tear.  

How could a heartless monster like him has this much of love? simply because he is not a monster.

I knew that in order to get to know the real him I had to take a dangerous step towards him. A step that would cause my death, but instead of dying that step gave me hope to live the real life.

A life where you are being loved and given everything that you wished for. And I knew that If it was not for that risky step that I took we both would've been stuck in our own darkness.

My love for him is limitless.It is not an ordinary one where we say I love or make love to each others .

It is the kind of love where two souls are combined together as one soul, and no matte how everything else tries to pull them apart they will stand against it and defeat it, for their love is endless and nothing can come between them.

And that's why I love him.