Knowing You're There; Just for me

Chapter 4- Where Are My House Keys ?

"I'm sorry about that I should of locked it when we came in.." Julian said looking frustrated.

"It's ok don't worry about it. If you think about it we were about to do something really stupid. Things don't really work out between us." I know that we didnt really care when broke up but he had this look of sadness after I said that.

"Yea why did we break up?"

"Well you know you were in the middle of forming your reputation of a boy bad and I didnt want anything long term so we broke it off. " Are we seriously talking about this right now! It's happened 2 years ago I didn't even think he remembered.

" I am so stupid. How could I let you go! We were perfect together."

"Whoaaaa wait..." I sat up crisscrossed so I was eye level with him

"Where is this coming from I thought you didn't care that we broke up?" I asked very confused.

"No Ashely you were the one who didnt care. I did. That month and 3 days together were some of the best days of my entire life. We were so perfect together. It was a mistake to end our relationship. We had so much Fun and You can't deny that."

"I'm not denying it because its true its just that I... I didnt even think you remembered." I really can't and he remembered how long it lasted!

"But I do and I think about it everyday how I could of had you but I was so stupid to realize it. I want you Ashely. I want you back in my life. I want you to be with me. I need you Ashely Palmer." He put his hands on my legs and rested his head on mine. Our noses barely touching and I could feel his breath on my lips.

"Julian you know I don't want anything serio..."

"I know but think about it. We can go back to being Juley. Remember that."

I smiled and nodded I do remember that it was our 'couple' name some girls made up for us. We did have an amazing time together.

"I want you Ash. I want YOU Ashely Palmer to be my girlfriend."

His kissed me. Not to soft, not make-out but just a sweet/cute kiss. He pulled back and looked at me in the eye.

"You know if you say yes we can have more of those 'Notebook' chick flick make out session when ever you like." He said while smirking at me.

As much as I would like to say yes I couldn't get the image of Ashton out of my head. I can't just ignore my feeling for him.

Oh great did i just admit to that?!

Nows not the time to freak out Ashely. Get it together soldier!

"Can.. Can I think about it?" I asked

"Are you leaning toward the no side cause then I will 'accidentally' turn up on all your dates and ruin every single one of them till you agree on just one with me."

I laugh give him a quick peck on the lips, slip on my dress and heels.

"Ill let you Know ASAP Coleman don't get you panties in a twist just yet."

He just smiles at me and blows me a kiss.

I leave the room close the door behind me and let out a breath that I didnt even know I was holding. Wow what a day.

"Asssshelyyy what are you doing here?"

Oh no. Please tell me it's not

"What you forgot about you besssstfriennddd already!!! Damn that hurts!"

I turn around to find a very drunken Ashton with his arm slug around a stick with legs and to much makeup.

"Ashton your drunk let me take you home."