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I couldn't be there anymore. Her face was filled with regret and it broke my heart. I wanted her to be mine but her face was saying she didn't want to be mine. I could be wrong but the last thing i wanted was to yell at her. She said to stop for a reason, now my regret was not staying there to know why. I texted her saying that I loved her, because i did. And even though im so confused i don't want to stop expressing to her how i felt. Nothing went the way i wanted it to but this was an eye opener.
Night came along and i mad! She never texted me back or called. I told her I loved her and she never replied. Maybe she's very upset that i got up and left without saying a word to her. But in all honesty i didn't know what to say. I really wasn't in the mood to hear excuses and i was kind of scared to explain myself. I didn't want our relationship to get to that point. Where we sit and talk about everything that was and could be happening. I have never done that with anyone. Like i said before, im not a relationship kind of person. But it was different with Val. I didn't want to say something stupid and mess things up with her. But i guess i did it anyway by walking away. I know i would regret this to but i got my phone and sent her one last text before going to sleep.
Me: I enjoyed feeling your lips with mine. I really do hope that one day those lips could be for me only. Im sorry i left without saying bye. Your face was filled with regret and my heart broke knowing you didn't want to be with me. You know im horrible with these kinds of things. I couldn't stand the fact that you were still with Josh and in the end you'll be sleeping in his arms and not mine. As much as i wanted to make you mine, i need you to tell me this is what you want too. I don't want to force you and really lose you forever. I wouldn't be able to live with myself knowing i forced you and pushed you away. I love you too much, Val. I couldn't stop thinking about you today. Goodnight. I love you.
Send.
With that said i turned off the volume and placed my phone and the floor beside my bed. It didn't take long when i fell asleep.
-Val's P.O.V-
I avoided Carter the entire day today. I felt like it was the best thing to do. I wasn't in the mood to talk or see anyone but I couldn't let anyone know what had happened earlier today or give it out with my actions.
Josh called me not long after Carter left asking to hang out so all afternoon I spent my time cleaning and getting ready for him to come. Late afternoon came and Josh finally showed up. He came with a bouquet of flowers. Red roses. A dozen of them. They were beautiful. Seeing them made me feel even more guilty. Only if he knew what I was doing early in the morning he would think differently about bringing me flowers ever again.
"Josh, they're beautiful. I love them! I'll be right back I'm going to put them in some water." I faked a smile for him and walked to the kitchen. Just as I thought the flowers were enough pain to deal with, his words proved me wrong.
"Only the most beautiful girl deserves the best flowers out there..." He leaned down and whispers in my ear, " I'm so lucky to have you Val! I would never do anything to lose you. You're amazing and I am truly the happiest man out there to have you. You're mine, Val." he finished saying as he came back up to give me a small peck on the lips. I was speechless. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. It's like life hated me so much for what I did that it was now going to make me suffer from it.
The night included movies, a small dinner and small conversations. 10 pm finally came and I was more than ready to go to sleep. I was so emotionally drained sleep is all I wanted. I picked up or dishes and cleaned up a little so I wouldn't be in a rush in the morning. "Josh, im tired. I think i'll be heading to bed now." I told Josh as I was standing next to him. He was sitting on my couch looking like he was not ready to leave anytime soon/. "Okay then princess. Can I get a kiss before you go to sleep?" he looked up at me and gave me a wink. With no other choice I gave a him a small smile and leaned towards him to kiss him when I felt a sudden push and realized he had laid me on the couch. He slowly lifted up my shirt and started giving me kisses. Slow and wet ones leaving his mark on me. I was still hot and bothered from earlier so I was surprised when my body wasn't rejecting him.
From my stomach up to my neck, he trailed his kisses until he reached my lips. We made out for what seemed like forever. I never felt it passionate but I could tell he was. He was letting out small moans while his hands roamed around my body waiting for a reaction. It wasn't until he slipped his hand inside my jean pants. His fingers moved around until they found my entrance.
"Ahh!" came out of my mouth. He wasn't being gentle. He shoved two figures inside my wet pussy without a warning. Not giving me time to adjust to his fingers, he added one more. His three fingers went in and out so fast I was already feeling m climax coming.
"Take off your shirt and bra, baby." He demanded. I did as he asked and right away he took one of my boobs in his mouth. He sucked on my hard nipple causing me to moan uncontrollably. It felt amazing! I wanted more, a lot more. He removed his fingers and slowly took off my pants. Without looking away from my eyes, he was making it very clear to me that I was his. He owned me, even if it was just for tonight.
"Come on lets go." He said as he was helping me get up from the couch. I just stayed quite and followed his lead. Something about his demands were turning me on. Something about him was different. He normally did vanilla sex. Mostly everything I wanted, and now that he's being rough, I wanted him to take me and fuck me so hard.
"Im going to use the restroom first okay." I told him. He gave me a small kiss then went straight to my room closing the door behind him. I didn't need to use the restroom I just wanted to freshen up and get myself together. Then I remembered that I had my phone hiding under my sink im my tampon bag. Ever since Carter started with his sexual threats I needed to start hiding my phone from Josh, in fear that he would find it and read them. I never bothered to erase the messages , I liked to read them and let my imagination take over. I got my phone and saw that I had a text message from Carter. Once again, I started getting a weird feeling that I wasn't going to like what I was going to read but my curiosity got the best of me so I opened it and read it.
Carter: I enjoyed feeling your lips with mine. I really do hope that one day those lips could be for me only. Im sorry i left without saying bye. Your face was filled with regret and my heart broke knowing you didn't want to be with me. You know im horrible with these kinds of things. I couldn't stand the fact that you were still with Josh and in the end you'll be sleeping in his arms and not mine. As much as i wanted to make you mine, i need you to tell me this is what you want too. I don't want to force you and really lose you forever. I wouldn't be able to live with myself knowing i forced you and pushed you away. I love you too much, Val. I couldn't stop thinking about you today. Goodnight. I love you.
And there it was. The message ive been waiting forever to read. What do I do know?
