My life that sucks a lot

chapter two

well its my birthday week!! and yet i feel like crap. on my day off, monday, i had to have

gymnastics for 5 fucking hours. and of course i had promised my coach that i would be there so i

couldnt go to the beach with my best friend, Manny. we started warm-up and ever since i

accidentally did a back handspring my back has been hurting. but we went to vault and i actually

got to flip stuff.

{SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON A LOT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE AND ITS GUNNA GET

VERY INTENSE SO YEAH SORRY SORRY SORRY DECIDED I WOULD ACTUALLY DO THIS

TO GET MY MIND OFF OF EVERYTHING}

okay so the day of my "school birthday" Colston didnt walk me to class and then he pretty much

ignored me for like the whole of the next week which was really shitty and so i have given up on

him and hate him even though every time i see him i want to be with him i dont even try anymore.

but there is this junior at our school named Benjamin and i am actually like head over heels for

him every day at lunch i see him and think how is it even possible for someone to be so freaking

beautiful like what urg! and everybody that knows me knows that i have a huge crush on him.

the problem with it is that he doesnt even know i exist even though he has been an IWE in one of

my classes last year. So you could say I have a very large boy problems and most guys do not like

me like that unfortunately for me. now that you know my boy problems maybe we should move on

to the next larger problem... and yeah... its pretty darn bad. so be mentally prepared.

{OKAY SO HERE IS THIS FOR ALL OF THE FOUR PEOPLE WHO STARTED READING THIS

HAHA YEAH I AM GUNNA UPLOAD A LOT SO YEAH THANKS I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH

TALK TO YOU LATER!!!}