Hey umm i know i dont update this ever but i just thought i could het this off my chest. My little
brother is 6. He was adopted just like me. The thing is that he has a lot more problems than me.
He has anger issues, anxiety, ADHD/ADD, and probably others. He was going to the elementary
school that i was but it really wasnt working. He isnt like all the rich white kids there. He yells and
hits and screams and threatens and doesnt do what he is supposed to. He is way behind all the
other kids in his class and isnt getting what he needs to learn. So now he is going to a different
school... It is really hard to watch my brother fall apart and scream and cry and hit and yell how
he hates the new school and he is never going there. I wanted to cry but i have to be strong for my
mom, she has taken this so hard and i can understand why but i wish it wasnt that hard. And it
doesnt help that i am silently struggling on my own and have my own anger issues. I wish that my
brother could live easier and i wish that mu family could be happy and normal but there is no
normal. Im tired of this. I have broken down more than once but i havent told my parents or
therapist, i cant do that to my family. My mom keeps telling me that i should talk to her if im not
okay but i would never actually tell her how not okay i am. I have problems with having people in
my life that like me, i know it sounds really stupid but i get depressed because i am lonely but then
if a boy i like likes me back i push him away. I dont want anyone to be affected if one day im not
here anymore and thats horrible but its the truth. I cant do this on my own but i dont want anyone
to have to go through this with me. My brother is so bi-polar i cant even explain. Its maybe twenty
minutes since he was screaming and crying and now he is all happy and skipping around eating
ice cream. Its so hard to watch him and i hope that monday will not be as bad as it will be because
our family cant take that, my mom cannot take it, and then she is going to lash out on me and i
cannot take that. I am too soon going to fall apart and im lost as to what to do. So yeah thats my
life at the moment. Oh did i mention i am procrastinating again? Yeah that devil is back making
my anxieties come back. Im freshly fucked and im not enjoying it. Got my driving permit and i
actually like driving! But yeah so my life sucks and i probably wont update anytime soon but
thanks for reading this if you did. I kind of feel better...
Byyeee
YOU ARE READING
My life that sucks a lot
Short StoryGoing to delete soon and start up another book sorry.i hope that you have a wonderful day! :)