He never loved You [Warrior Cats]

Blue collars and flaming kindness

So what? What if I'm forgotten! So what! It's not like they'll remember me forever, perhaps it will be good! Maybe all of StarClan will let me relive, as a dog or a bird or a kittypet! No.. Not a kitty pet, never! If I was born a kittypet i'd...

I'd...

Be a kittypet, I'd sleep and eat and stay inside. I wouldn't go out and bother the clans, I wouldn't mess up the clan's cat lives! I wouldn't ruin a relationship! I wouldn't prevent others from gaining power. I'd be merely be a kittypet. A pathetic, waste of fur, kittypet.

I don't know flaming kindness lives with himself. How does he live knowing that he hurt others! it's his fault I'm alone in the middle of the darkness destined to fade, if Tigerstar's mentor over there doesn't claw my eyes out first. I bet even my brother has forgotten who I am! I bet in starclan, if one were to mutter ' remember Darkstripe?' To Longtail or Dustpelt they'd just laugh and snake their head!

Those greedy fools! Without me they would've never been anything! I made them strong, I shaped them! If they hate me, they hate themselves.

I'm not evil enough to be a legend but not good enough to see my family ever again!

How does StarClan expect me to apologize to my sister if I'm here, running for my life!

I want to be a kittypet, then at least I'd be far away from Starclan.