Difference

6~can we restart?

"So, can we try that again?" Phil asks me as he leans against the back of the couch.

"Sure" I say quietly sitting next to him.

I place my hand on his cheek where it was before, making sure he is facing me. He smiles widely as his eyes study my face. They flicker between my eyes and lips as he blushes deeply. I wrap my tail around his waist and pull him closer. He gulps nervously but still smiles at me.

I lean in slowly and he does as well. Our lips brush and I close the gap completely. It was a long kiss, making me think if it was even real. I back away slightly, catching my breath.

"D-Dan, I think I l-like you" Phil says catching his breath as well

"I like you too" I say smiling.

I place another long, passionate kiss on his soft lips before resting my head in his shoulder. I cuddle up to him and he chuckles at me.

I turn I to my kitten form and he smiles at me, pulling me to his chest where he rests me and turns back to the tv.

I meow softly in his ear and he strokes my back lightly. I purr into it and Phil giggles. I rub my cheek against his neck and he shudders when my whiskers brush it.

"Dan" Phil say lowly.

I go back to my human form and smile at him again.

"Dan" he says before pulling me into a needy kiss.

"Phil, Phil!" I say pulling away.

"What's wrong, did I hurt you?" Phil says cupping my cheeks.

"You bit down a little too hard on my lip" I say pouting as my lip continues to lightly bleed.

"Come here" Phil rolls his eyes and pulls me into a longer, stronger kiss.

I find myself sitting on his lap as we hungrily kiss. I'm blushing like mad as he places his hand in my hair, tracing circles at the base of my ears.

"Phil" I almost moan out.

"Mm?" He says moving to my neck.

"Phil, I-if you don't want to go any further than th-this, I think we should stop" I say shivering under his feather light kissing that go down to my collar bones.

"Well I think we better as I organised a dinner with the guys tonight, wanna come?" He asks as I crawl of his lap.

"Sure, who with?"

"Zoe, Louise, Troye, Tyler, Alfie, Marcus, and these guys called Jack and Dean" Phil say smiling.

"What time?"

"In an hour or so we need to leave"

"I'm going to get changed" I say before walking to my room and locking the door.

I grab out a plain black shirt with fake leather on one shoulder, a pair of light blue skinny jeans and my black converse with white skulls on them.

I change quickly and go on my phone, since I haven't been on it most of the day. I check Twitter and tumblr, post on Instagram and ignore Facebook.

I check the time and see it's now 5:30. I hear Phil fumbling around in his room, probably not the best time for me to go talk to him. I go to the bathroom and re-straighten my hair, as Phil messed it up when we were, wait, what do you call that, kissing? Making out? Either way it happened and I look like a mess. I fluff up the hair around my ears so they blend more also smoothing out my tail.

I walk to the lounge and curl up for a quick nap. I pull a blanket over myself and put a pillow underneath my head. My eyes flutter shut as I fall asleep.

Phil's pov

I walk to my room and get changed into a red button down and dark blue skinny jeans with my pair of black converse. I hear Dan walking to the lounge and sit on the couch.

I walk out and smile at the sleeping boy on the couch. I make sure I'm as quiet as possible as I make myself a coffee and go back to my room.

I hear a crash from the hallways and a loud Yelp. I walk to my door to hear what it was but I don't see anything.

I feel fur drag across my leg and I look down to see a frightened Dan in kitten form. He looks up to me and he looks like he's about to cry. I pick him up gently and walk out to the hallway. I look at the ground to see one of my picture frames smashed on the ground, oh well, more room for Dan's pictures then.

I put Dan down and he walks slowly to his room as I clean up the glass and picture. The photo was the last remaining memory from heaven before I was kicked out. It was me with my mum and dad, God and even my best friend then, Maddi. I hold back tears as I remember why I was kicked out.

I never meant to be gay.

I never meant to fall for Marcus.

I never meant to commit suicide.

But it all happened and now I have to move on.

But I can't, I now like Dan and he made his move. I'm never going back but I guess that's okay.

I wipe my tears and stand up, taking the broke glass and frame to the bin. I have the picture in my hand but I don't think I have the will to keep it anymore.

"Phil? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to" Dan says walking behind me.

"It's ok, I need to move on from them anyways" I say placing the crumpled picture in the bin.

"But they love you" Dan argues.

"No, loved, they haven't tried contacting since I left" I say barging last him to my room.

"Phil, please just listen" Dan says holding my wrist.

I see a few cuts appearing from when I was younger, they sting and now I remember why is did this. To actually feel something.

You see, when an angel hurts themselves, the scar quickly faded, as if it were never there. You can only see it if someone you like touches the area where it was.

I think over that a few times, tears streaming down my face. I try to loosen myself from his grip but it's not use.

"Phil, they may not communicate with you but I doubt they don't love" he says coming a bit closer.

"You have no idea do you? You didn't here about that boy that fell from the sky, the boy who's wings changed from a colourful glow on white to red and brown splatters on black. I'm that boy ok? I'm the one who was abandoned because of a stupid decision I made" I say walking into my room.

"I didn't think it was you" Dan says quietly, wrapping his tail around his waist and folding his ears down.

"Dan, I-I didn't mean to frighten you" I say reaching towards him and he flinches.

"Please don't hurt me" Dan chokes out.

"Why would I hurt you?" I ask Dan, genuinely concerned.

"Because, everyone I trust has hurt me" he says backing away.

"If you trust me, I would never hurt you" I say stopping as he sits down.

"I do trust you, but every time I trust someone they hurt me and leave me for dead" he explains.

"Why don't you get up and come here" I say holding out my arms.

He slowly rises from his spot and takes cautious steps towards me. He make sit to me and slowly let's me wrap my arms around him. He cuddles to my chest and I sigh. He wraps his small arms around my waist.

"Did you still want to go out?" I ask cautiously.

"I don't see why not, we won't be that late" Dan says before standing up.

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A/N it is complete, well, this chapter anyways.

That took some extreme editing, I need to stop writing my books at 2am.

You will meet Jack and Dean soon, as well as 'the twins'.