Chapter 20

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Chapter 20

NICKI'S POV

I didn't want to tell Justin about the whole rape thing...

I feel sick to the stomach thinking about it. I feel disgusting. That's why I wanted Justin. I couldn't stand seeing him hurt and angry at me. I couldn't stand it. He was hurting and it was because of me. He was such a sweetheart, and I was such a fucking bitch.

It's crazy how comfortable and safe I feel around Justin...I need him! When he told me he wanted to 'just be friends', it killed me inside.

As soon as Justin found out about the whole 'rape', he took immediate action. He went straight to the police, and told them everything. He's been so good to me. He's been here every step of the way. Now the police are sorting out David.

The only horrible thing is, is that I have to start my world tour tomorrow. Justin has only just finished his. I have to leave for six months.

No Justin.

There's so many things I want to tell him which I'm just so scared of. Fucks sake, Nic!

"What you thinking?" Justin asked me, before throwing a grape into his mouth.

He was sat against the tree, opposite me, at the lake where he took me camping. He brought me here before I leave for tour.

"A lot of things. It's crazy how we've become so close. Now, we're spending sixth months away from each other. You've been my rock, Justin,"

A tear slipped from his eye, but I quickly caught it with my thumb.

"Six moths is a long time...But I understand..." He weakly smiled.

"You can always come and visit me," I giggled, suddenly intwining his fingers with mine.

This boy drives me crazy...

"I will...I promise..." He chuckled.

Everything went silent. It was comfortable. The sun was shining, and the lake was peaceful...

"Remember when I pushed you in this very lake a few weeks ago," I suddenly laughed.

"How could I forget? It was such a shock! I could of died!" He gasped dramatically.

"So could I! You pulled me in the water after though...So you got me back!" I winked.

"Hmm...True!" He chuckled. "Don't you think it's weird how we've gone from all these dates to just friends?" He asked, running his fingers through the grass.

No, Justin, not at all. But it's fucking killing me!

"Hmm...kind of..." I replied.

He just kind of chuckled to himself, but it sounded fake. So fake...

Six months away from each other is most certainly gonna kill us both!

What if he doesn't love me anymore, anyway?

"I'll miss you..." He suddenly blurted out.

"I'll miss you two! We've spent so much time together, even though you should of been working in the studio," I laughed.

"I wish last week never happened...It ruined everything..." He sighed.

"I'm sorry..." I reminded him.

"No, don't apologise! It's all David's fault! Just promise me you never meant anything you said..."

"From the bottom of my heart, I promise Justin!" I reassured him.

He pulled me into a huge hug, as I smiled.

What can I say? He makes me smile, even when things are tough...

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Sorry it's short and crap!

But this story will come to an end shortly! I know it's not been as long my other stories, because it's just been harder to write....

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Thanks!:)

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