I was just an ordinary girl who always wanted to be fair
Until you bumped my way and taught me to stare
You asked me a favor and held my hand that made everybody to glare
We became friends and started to create moments to share
You have everything while I have only my brain as my sword
You bought me things and brought me to places I can never afford
I gave you my trust and was grateful for showing me your world
You changed my life to more exciting and I forgot to be bored
However, you became the devil I never imagined to be
You destroyed me, raped me even I was begging on my knee
I wanted to scream, to hide, and to die because of what you did to me
I promised myself to kill you and considered you as my enemy
I ran away, took a flight and started anew
Leaving all that chaos and painful memories that made me blue
I tried to move on independently and you never had a clue
You taught me how to hate intensely and only trust a few
I came back to fulfill the plan to play my own game
Revenge was all I wanted and was glad you lust me and wanted to claim
You chased over me while I enjoyed making you a fool with my flame
It was just the beginning and I intended to give you the hell of shame
I swore to make to crawl, beg on your knees, mourn and wish of death
The most awaited day came and I also ruined your dignity in your own bed
I saw you almost dead and I should be happy but I cried instead
I prayed to God to give you back to me, and I was so sorry for what I did and said
I was so afraid to lose you again and I hate myself for hurting you so bad
I was willing to bargain my own life for you to live and never be sad
I forgave you with all my heart and forgot the past that made me mad
I wished I could have another chance to take care of you and make you glad
I was so wrong when I thought I loved you, it should be I love you still
Indeed, I did hate you in my mind but my heart is craving for you to feel
You will never be my past because you are my present and future deal
The day we will say our "I do's" again, is a great life with a kiss to seal
