The Cullens came back into the house. Esme seemed surprised as she saw the broken pices of a vase, the splitted coffe table and the torn carpet. In silence, they helped her to take everything away, while Edward and I were motionless on the sofa. I felt bad, we had caused problems and were not fixing them. I wanted to go. So I told him.
-Edward, can we go?-I whispered.-I don't feel very...
-Confortable?-He guessed, I nodded.
-Okay, I'll tell Carlisle and I'll take Renesmee...
-No, let her stay the night.
-Okay, let's go then.
Edward stood up and walked towards Carlisle and with a fast whisper, told him. Seconds after, we were walking ot of the house. I was inside my mind at that moment and he noticed, so he took me in his arms and ran to the house, like a thunder opened the door and rushed to our bedroom, softly, he put my over the bed. He ran and jumped to the other side of it. He was treating me like if I was a human. He held my hand.
- What are you thinking?
- I'm thinking about Jacob.
- Oh, Bella...
- Edward, Jacob is not the one you saw before, he used to be... and he promised me...- Edward put his finger over my lips. I really wanted to cry. Bringing those memories back to life, those days when Edward wasn't here, those days when Jacob and I... The promise...
- Do you want to continue?- I nodded.
- When you weren't here, he, he made me a promise, he promised he will never hurt me and... and...- I started to sob.
-I'm sure he didn't want to...- I turned back, at that moment, I wanted to be a human, I wanted to cry, I wanted to sleep and wake up after dawn. I closed my eyes while I remembered my human life.
- What are you thinking?- He repeated after some minutes. He was almost over me, with his hand on my hair.
- I want to be a human again.-I sobbed. He hugged me.
-Now, you understand me.- He whispered. I tried to laugh, then, I closed my eyes.
-What are you doing?- He asked.
-Sshhhh.-I answered.- I'm trying to sleep.
- Bella, you can't...
- I know, I know, I just wanted to close my eyes until the morning, I just want, to cry...- He put his hand over my shoulder and pulling me, I changed position and now, he was over me, we looked at each other's eyes... he kissed me... and kept looking at me... his wand went down to my T-shirt and I stopped him and turned back.
-Not today.-I said and closed eyes.-I want to try my experiment today.
-Oh, okay.- he seemed confused. I felt how he laid down an stared at me.
...
Night fell over day again and Edward wanted me to get out of the house anyway, he felt bad about me, when he saw me laid down motionless with empty watery eyes. Renesmee didn't come. I wanted to close my eyes for ever and never to open them again, I felt again, that horrible hole in my chest, i felt the pain... I closed eyes.
Suddenly, a strong feeling hit my throat I felt a strong burning until my mouth; thirst. In a thunder, I opened my eyes and stand up straight. I looked around, Edward stopped reading his book and looked at me curiously. He looked at all my body and then my eyes, my dark eyes, he understood my non-verbal language and rose up rushing in my direction took me to the front door.
