My love

Intimacy issues

Riley pov

James is leading me into the costume closet.He is now kissing my neck,it feels so good but I'm so worried we will get caught. James is so chill and he Comes out with his classic "don't even worry about it".I try to relax into it but I can't.

James pov:

Riley suddenly pushes me off,leaving a hickey showing on her neck.I ask her what is wrong but she tells me that we need to get to practice. I don't get why she isn't comfortable we have been going out for a long time now,and I feel like we are ready to go further but she is so uptight at the moment.I'm sure she'll get over it.

Riley pov : 

In rehearsal ,james comes over and snakes an arm around my waist."hey"he says as cool as ever."you wanna come over tonight?".I don't know what to say,so I try to make up an excuse but james can see straight through me."Are you ok babe?"

James pov : 

Riley seems upset about something,I try to comfort her but she pushes me away and runs into the hall.I chase after her but emily beats me to it.

Riley pov : 

Emily grabs me and pulls me into a hug.she asks me what's wrong and I say I'm just tired but she knows I'm lying.I admit to her im nervous about being intimate with James, and I feel like we are going too fast.she tells me to tell james that but I don't think I can .

James pov : 

"Riley!"I say"tell me what's wrong,I know there is something wrong.don't lie to me you know u can tell me anything."She says to me that she feels uncomfortable with the whole intimacy thing .Maybe it's about being caught.she knows I love her and I wish she felt that .

Riley pov : 

I tell james how I feel and it feels nice to know he understands or at least I think he does .I think im going to say yes to going over tonight,what's the worst that could happen?

To be continued...